gantaigarashi

gantaigarashi

Wageslave
Aug 1, 2023
138
Mainly want to listen to their experiences while I'm wageslaving.
 
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PreCambrianBliss

PreCambrianBliss

Touring the primordial aeon
Apr 26, 2023
91
All I know of is "Eye Doubt It". Hard to share views like that on yt, or anywhere really.
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
284
I watch videos on death notifications the police make to the families when their members die. It takes me to that the moment of death that will come soon. I also listen to dark music like Death Hymn, funeral music that evaporates any avenue of Hope and makes me feel as if I'm already dead.
 
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PreCambrianBliss

PreCambrianBliss

Touring the primordial aeon
Apr 26, 2023
91
I watch videos on death notifications the police make to the families when their members die
Do you have any links or channels showing these? Or do you just find random vids here and there
 
Enlighten

Enlighten

I am here for you
Sep 29, 2023
310
Dbdr and dbdr extended are an absolute pleasure to listen to
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
284
Do you have any links or channels showing these? Or do you just find random vids here and there


Listening to this song long enough has been enough to make me abandon all hope

 
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Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,316
Not a YouTube channel, but here are three hip hop tracks by Mistro about antinatalism and being a slave of life:

Mistro - "Prison Cell"


Mistro - "Your Lullaby"


Mistro - "Every Cradle"
 
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morendo

morendo

Member
Sep 29, 2023
11
sisyphus55!
Watch them - great production, cool philosophies
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
284
One CTB Award-Winning must-read/follow is this wordsmith eloquent pro-mortalist that's I think exactly what you're looking for glue your eyes to the screen negative utilitarianist, antinatalist strong pro-suicidal philosopher u/existentialgoof on Reddit and another that I believe he endorses forget the name but something like Imandham's videos on YouTube on anti-natalism as close to suicidal as you can get without them getting banned.

The first is a genius attorney (according to the way he writes although his true identity is unknown) and strong activist the universal right to die, definitely follow his comments which are so eloquently written they're addictive on Reddit and more so his blog:

SchopenhaueronMars.com

In Support Of The Fundamental Right To Die: An Argument For Personal Liberty

Suicide Prevention Laws Are Essentially The Same as Blasphemy Laws

Not a YouTube video but The End of Love written by this renowned sociologist is a must read. That's if you're looking for any content to drive you further into the depth of reality and the bitter cold hard truth that nobody wants to hear but the evidence and the truth have no friends. I got the PDF on a z-lib mirror, so I can DM you a copy if you like (I'll have to look at my old archives, donated or trashed all my belongings including my old laptop). But after reading it I really thought the author was due the credit and bought a hard copy and that results that I read over and over as if I was holding some tip me over the edge Truth Talmud in my hand.

As far as YouTube videos and any other suicidal consumer content that is revealing, interesting or triggering for suicidal people .... That's what I've been on a mass search for just recently, I'm allergic to watching anything jolly or with happy endings. Only bitter, cold, hard tuth or tale content that'll make you more suicidal. I think I have some in my bookmarks and I'll keep searching post back here I can find any content, documentaries, videos or blogs Rated 🪦 for suicidal people & audiences.

The End of Love book illustrates how we're constantly chasing this treasure on a map where the X is always changing doesn't actually exist anymore because we live in a laissez-faire brutal cutthroat capitalistic and consumerist sociobiological dating ecosystem, where anybody is free to walk all over you whenever a better opportunity arises and the idea of relationships as a unit of two imperfect people that can make each other perfectly happy is long dead. We have gone from a society where two people could come together and make the best of each other to how to now an individualistic ( "me versus "we" ) socio biological dating society, mate selection, and relationship Half-Life being shorter than a m-80 fuse ready to below and blow you to pieces ultimately the extinction of love

What I like it's that it's not some philosophical waffle but written by a renowned sociologist that's very academic and scientifically rigorous and a bit hard to digest, yet a necessary nutrient if you want to understand that if you can't live without love and a life without love is meaningless then (my takeaway) consider that life is over, unless you want to cuddle your pillow for the rest of your life and pretend there's actually a chance of finding a mate that'll stick around.

The writing style isn't philosophically eloquent and smooth as one would hope to be but if science is truth and the truth is a bitter pill to digest, it's very scientifically written it's almost like a life sentence verdict and the final nail in my coffin.
 
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asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
307
Mainly want to listen to their experiences while I'm wageslaving.
Not really death related but LifeIsOverrates96 seems to be good besides his antivaxx and "LetsGoBrandon" views (I don't endorse the LGB stuff personally just throwing it out there for content warning)
 
DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
284
Lucas King is so great. This is by far my favorite work of his:

Here
Lucas King is the epitome of suicidal music. I wonder if he's CTBing. They say that your last work should be your best. So I'm hoping he stays with us long enough until his magnum opus epitaph final masterstroke.
 
asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
307
Dbdr and dbdr extended are an absolute pleasure to listen to
I dont like his looksmaxxing/incel ideology on dating but otherwise agree with every other point he makes
 
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CheekyPhobia

CheekyPhobia

Reasonless, well it stands to reason...
Aug 1, 2022
141
Dbdr and dbdr extended are an absolute pleasure to listen to
I enjoy when he goes ballistic and does that joker laugh. Stardusk is pretty good too, and has a large catalogue of videos though his ideology has morphed over the years.