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#menhera
- Nov 28, 2023
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if you saw my other vent post, i was ranting about my close friend telling my other friends that i was suicidal.
today, i confronted him about this and told him i felt so fucking betrayed and that i won't be able to trust him or confide in him anymore. he apologized but i still feel so frustrated. he admitted he was a bad friend and that he'll respect my boundaries + wished me a better future. i feel like it was everything i wanted to hear but i'm still so frustrated ???? i'm not sure what i wanted atp.
even though he betrayed me, i still want to be friends with him. i want to cut him off so fucking bad but i can't help but feel like it's the worst decision i'll ever make. i know he didn't necessarily mean to be a bad friend and i want to hope he'll be a better person in the future. he wanted what's best for me and i feel so selfish for pushing him away. i feel so wishy washy ????? like i can't be decisive on what i want to do.
today, i confronted him about this and told him i felt so fucking betrayed and that i won't be able to trust him or confide in him anymore. he apologized but i still feel so frustrated. he admitted he was a bad friend and that he'll respect my boundaries + wished me a better future. i feel like it was everything i wanted to hear but i'm still so frustrated ???? i'm not sure what i wanted atp.
even though he betrayed me, i still want to be friends with him. i want to cut him off so fucking bad but i can't help but feel like it's the worst decision i'll ever make. i know he didn't necessarily mean to be a bad friend and i want to hope he'll be a better person in the future. he wanted what's best for me and i feel so selfish for pushing him away. i feel so wishy washy ????? like i can't be decisive on what i want to do.
