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Suicide Discussion

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bubblebunny
Venting Struggling to accept who I am
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4
Views
497
bubblebunny
bubblebunny
T
Your rights if the UK police knock on your door
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0
Views
437
TiredBuddhist
T
FailureToAll
Venting Just more pathetic venting
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5
Views
373
Amidaa
Amidaa
funeralcat
I have no access to the good, peaceful .methods
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5
Views
481
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
W
does anyone else feel selfish / like a bad person / guilty
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2
Views
279
FailureToAll
FailureToAll
Misfortunete
Help How to control anxiety attacks
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1
Views
307
nicotine_goblin
nicotine_goblin
L
Venting Can't CTB until I write my note; can't write my note until I have time and am not busy; can't quit the things that make me busy because of anxiety.
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1
Views
493
outrider567
O
catotoctb
From worse to worse
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9
Views
1K
antilife
antilife
A
Venting I'll never recover... I feel worse than ever
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4
Views
420
Alisalyx
A
jussrav
I am not strong for this world
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2
Views
469
Foreverix
Foreverix
fishygirl
Venting My face
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0
Views
421
fishygirl
fishygirl
Foreverix
Story My story so far...
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0
Views
308
Foreverix
Foreverix
cscott
How much is too much for insanity to push you to your death?
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6
Views
717
cscott
cscott
drmihilo
CTB Today.
Replies
24
Views
1K
Ruma
Ruma
jussrav
Hell
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4
Views
386
jussrav
jussrav
I
I don't think I can do this anymore
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3
Views
278
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
Venting Impulsively tried to drown myself
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3
Views
583
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Could someone message me please
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3
Views
350
ThisUnrest
T
donxtwait
Story the dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
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1
Views
710
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Please could someone explain to me how to use the dark web
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3
Views
395
wildflower27
W
I
So tired
Replies
2
Views
510
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sserafim
I wish I could just dissolve
Replies
6
Views
381
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
D
Would you buy a house someone had killed themselves in?
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14
Views
858
Hystearical
Hystearical
FailureToAll
  • Question
Discussion Who do you worry about your death impacting the most?
Replies
22
Views
778
EndofSmallSanctuary
EndofSmallSanctuary
finalkarma
Venting i do nothing
Replies
7
Views
629
wagner2029
wagner2029
thatworthlessmale04
What are some suicide methods I could use?
Replies
7
Views
976
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Estrela do Sol
Sou uma covarde!
Replies
6
Views
651
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
Jezzibell
Help Airport security and chemicals
Replies
6
Views
502
Departme
Departme
ddn.ctb
Is it an if or a when you CTB
Replies
26
Views
645
Kokonoe
Kokonoe
W
Does anyone know where I can get benzodiazepines online?
Replies
2
Views
404
wildflower27
W
Pancake
Venting I feel like I can only forgive myself through self-deprecation.
Replies
2
Views
326
jussrav
jussrav
Pardoe84
I bought a rope
Replies
4
Views
537
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
sad about couple on the bus
Replies
6
Views
614
F Sea
F Sea
busybee
Venting moments of clarity
Replies
1
Views
370
wagner2029
wagner2029
M.O.N
Story realized I may possibly have experienced some sort of brain damage after attempt
Replies
8
Views
1K
M.O.N
M.O.N
jussrav
Suicide tonight
Replies
20
Views
1K
jussrav
jussrav
sserafim
Fatal height for jumps
Replies
21
Views
1K
golden_triforce3
G
woahthereitsbread
Method Anything i can mix with alcohol to CTB?
Replies
0
Views
415
woahthereitsbread
woahthereitsbread
strawb12
Venting one of my many problems with pro lifers
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0
Views
349
strawb12
strawb12
3FormsofUnhappiness
Hopefully going to commit suicide by Sunday evening
Replies
8
Views
1K
Larysa
Larysa
Lost Magic
After a night out at a pub, I knew I was running out of time
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0
Views
345
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
permanency of death
Replies
3
Views
427
Kōenji
Kōenji
hevlalab
  • Question
Discussion Time travel to stop being suicidal
Replies
10
Views
503
HappyForever?
H
E
Why SN over fentanyl?
Replies
33
Views
3K
deepblack
deepblack
wastingpotential
Help using my suicide as justice
Replies
5
Views
447
lessthanperfect
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cardboard_house
Venting I can't live without her
Replies
3
Views
612
The Burning Fool
The Burning Fool
cardboard_house
Venting I feel so lost and useless
Replies
6
Views
572
HighFlight
HighFlight
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story Surviving ctb is embarrassing
Replies
3
Views
783
Random Username
Random Username
jawdropped123
Discussion Even tho you are suicidal does the thought of your mother losing you even made you rethink your decision?
Replies
96
Views
4K
Archness
Archness
R
This is what is annoying about ctb'ing
Replies
11
Views
759
edu0z
edu0z
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