i just have to wait until i can get a gun because i'm a coward and all these other options seem scary. and also i've heard that maybe the world doesn't end when u turn a certain age so maybe i'll be okay. idk. i also wanna try some drugs and not be sober so shrug. just waiting to be older i guess
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Catch-22
But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
- Aug 19, 2019
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I don't have the supplies I need or I would be gone already. I think that is the issue with a lot of us.
I think I'm around 80%. I can't think of anyone who's genuinely better off because I'm still alive.
What's stopped me is fear:
- What if I mess up and die in drawn-out agony?
- I'm already going blind. What if I mess up and add another disability on top of that?
- I'm somewhere between agnostic and atheist. What if I'm wrong and there's a hell?
I'm also trying to figure out how. Ideally I'd like it to look like an accident… but I've yet to find a peaceful, certain method that achieves that.
What's stopped me is fear:
- What if I mess up and die in drawn-out agony?
- I'm already going blind. What if I mess up and add another disability on top of that?
- I'm somewhere between agnostic and atheist. What if I'm wrong and there's a hell?
I'm also trying to figure out how. Ideally I'd like it to look like an accident… but I've yet to find a peaceful, certain method that achieves that.
