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dreaming_of_pearl

dreaming_of_pearl

I miss you I love you I’m sorry
Jun 10, 2023
54
I relapsed. I think she wanted me to this had to be some kind of punishment for being such a bad person. I honestly wish I wasn't scared to die. I wish I could prove them all wrong that I'm not a fucking pussy.

Should I?
 
Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
920
Who is she and why do you think she wanted to punish you?

Relapse is part and parcel of recovery - you stayed clean, which is fantastic and I'm sure you'll have learned a lot about keeping yourself clean for a few hours. Don't beat yourself up and don't let anyone else do this. You've done two months before, you can do it again (and more).
 
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