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Suicide Discussion

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kelimackie
Venting knowing I will eventually CTB makes me enjoy life more
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6
Views
348
kelimackie
kelimackie
Seered Doom
Venting Why why why
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4
Views
630
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
A
D's method
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5
Views
459
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
sserafim
Do you think it was always inevitable that you would ctb
Replies
9
Views
330
LostChan
L
S
Method How secure is my method (Nitrogen)
Replies
11
Views
2K
smthingsmwherw
S
StarFaded
Not depressed enough to be suicidal apparently
Replies
7
Views
491
squareminus1
squareminus1
Jezzibell
Resource Traveling with sn
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0
Views
450
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
edea666
  • Question
CTB in October
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7
Views
669
dmdmdm
dmdmdm
loterius
Corpse finding decomp process
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5
Views
368
bessops1976
B
cscott
How does death/ctb make you feel..?
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5
Views
520
AshH
A
Serial Experi Pain
Sorry...I'm new and I think I fucked up.
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8
Views
764
UKscotty
U
Lycoreco
What is the most painless and peaceful method for CTB?
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28
Views
2K
UKscotty
U
singularity3
Venting People with chronic pain should we have the right to a safe and dignified death
Replies
6
Views
593
HD72
HD72
W
I never came back.
Replies
10
Views
594
lopsidedcrawdad1
L
SexyIncél
Venting Fuck pro-"life" bullshit from so-called suicidal people
Replies
0
Views
412
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
P
(Plz read fully) Looks like my SN plan has been botched (Serious) (I have to CTB much earlier than expected, no choice)
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22
Views
2K
PracheenKaal_00!
P
Arb
Venting I'm tired of reliving memories of them
Replies
2
Views
325
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
Life is shit, then you die?
Replies
3
Views
384
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Nobody sees me
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6
Views
463
Lam1dz
Lam1dz
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Discussion I hate how you’re just born into a randomised existence
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2
Views
386
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Wyldfyre4948
Discussion If the world was about to end
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6
Views
373
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
Ambivalent1
Since nothing matters in light of death, is suicide more logical than living?
Replies
13
Views
669
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SuicidalSheep
Vent: ''That's life, deal with it and move on'', ''Stop worrying and complaining about things you can't change''
Replies
10
Views
1K
swagattack
swagattack
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Goodbye thread
Replies
6
Views
806
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
starving
Replies
41
Views
2K
pjreis
P
Falseunderworld
Venting Its so irritating!
Replies
0
Views
297
Falseunderworld
Falseunderworld
jellymantis
Help Help with SI
Replies
5
Views
774
FreeSpirit1Love
FreeSpirit1Love
vulkann
Venting i cant get better
Replies
2
Views
320
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Why do some people get so horrified by the thought of younger people ctb?
Replies
39
Views
3K
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
bpdbunnygirl
Venting mental illness
Replies
2
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Cryptonite
People who have made a genuinely serious attempt: How did you overcome SI in the critical moment?
Replies
31
Views
1K
mswhite
M
anhedonicNfoggy
When am I allowed to make a choice?
Replies
4
Views
395
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Discussion October 10th 2023
Replies
12
Views
862
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Method Maybe peaceful and painless?
Replies
10
Views
2K
Princess Picta
P
offtoseethewizard
SN Source please!
Replies
1
Views
371
offtoseethewizard
offtoseethewizard
R
Looking into benzos as an equivalent of peaceful pill
Replies
3
Views
380
CantTurnBack
CantTurnBack
N
Do you have a list of things you want to try before suicide? And the different stages of suicidality an exploration
Replies
14
Views
2K
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
Iwashereonce
Venting I have to ctb because of chronic pain but im scared it wont work
Replies
11
Views
865
Jan1193
Jan1193
ayaneechan
Discussion OD is lot debated
Replies
7
Views
575
Alisalyx
A
アホペンギン
Help How do I stop worrying it makes me want to ctb so much
Replies
16
Views
1K
Jan1193
Jan1193
loterius
Medication overdose starving combi
Replies
1
Views
332
loterius
loterius
terminatepain
CTB because of sexual blackmail as a minor on the Internet
Replies
5
Views
723
terminatepain
terminatepain
sososnorlaxxx
  • Question
Help Best accessible method while also living with family
Replies
4
Views
920
retardkid
retardkid
D
Question
Replies
0
Views
265
demontimegg
D
P
  • Question
Help Is veterinarian N the same thing as "human" N?
Replies
3
Views
507
painpaingoaway
P
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story pretended to graduate yesterday
Replies
1
Views
451
Inthewind
Inthewind
Lookoutbelow
Check into psych ward or try to jump tonight.
Replies
12
Views
694
jussrav
jussrav
vednetta
Venting I am so tired of being trans AND living with BPD and Bipolar 2
Replies
4
Views
592
BodaFly
B
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Method May move my CTB date earlier
Replies
1
Views
761
Inthewind
Inthewind
dreaming_of_pearl
Discussion Living with Bpd and autism is just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Replies
1
Views
425
Inthewind
Inthewind
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