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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
mushybrain
Suicidal because of poor cognition/negative symptoms of schizophrenia
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10
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1K
sombie
sombie
S
When is enough? How much do I have to take?
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4
Views
485
saddavyd
S
K
ODing on antidepressants?
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9
Views
479
princexhhn
princexhhn
Mule
Method Suspension trauma
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11
Views
2K
todienomore
todienomore
T
My last 48 hours
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23
Views
1K
DeepCD
DeepCD
K
Using SN as a method?
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1
Views
347
LeatherRectangle
LeatherRectangle
StaringIntoAnAbyss
Discussion Has anyone here cut through blood vessels (like arterys, big ones) and how was it like ?
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2
Views
622
TraumaEscapee:)
TraumaEscapee:)
xoxo24
Methods limited
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0
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366
xoxo24
xoxo24
J
Help hanging knot at front, back, or behind ear?
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12
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1K
Worndown
Worndown
DyingToDie123
Do you wish you could see how people react to your death?
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17
Views
639
Arcitect
A
D
Hypothermia and opiates
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2
Views
418
soleil
S
SettingYourself
Music that puts you in pain
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24
Views
827
𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮 ☆
𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮 ☆
tomoki
Discussion a few questions about the post-ctb period
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1
Views
358
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Bells
Venting A dream that I didn't want to wake up from.
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2
Views
370
SeonSeia
SeonSeia
DyingToDie123
I'm afraid I won't actually do it
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0
Views
367
DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123
wildflowers1996
:(
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5
Views
432
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
DyingToDie123
"It's your choice, I'm not going to tell you not to do it" -my therapist today
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12
Views
659
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
DeadlineDialer
Venting Let Me Tell You Something About Hate
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11
Views
854
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
ClaudeCTTE
Venting Inhalants...
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0
Views
395
ClaudeCTTE
ClaudeCTTE
Don’tDoxMe
How do I stop partial hanging from hurting?
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1
Views
508
Proxycake
Proxycake
B
Venting I don’t think there is anyone like me in the world.
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7
Views
617
Bunny Beanie
B
HopefulSleep
Discussion Is there any technique to calm down from mental pain and stop thinking and feel totally relaxed?
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8
Views
718
greebo6
G
LonelyPlanetBoy
Discussion What‘s your prefered method and why?
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11
Views
616
DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123
M
Story I don't believe I stand a chance to fully live a good life
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3
Views
419
mackieroads
M
Chara
Discussion How long do people normally have to search/wait for a partner after posting in the megathread?
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11
Views
1K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
Daxter_87
Discussion Assisted Suicide - The Most Basic Human Right, Illegal Everywhere
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8
Views
848
deadtomorrow
deadtomorrow
eternaldream
I will never forgive my mother
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21
Views
877
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Suicidebydeath
Venting Completed a request for info on my childhood psych notes - bad idea
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3
Views
466
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
imsocold
Discussion Favorite media on suicide?
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3
Views
445
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Iris Blue
Discussion For everyone writing a note
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0
Views
346
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
violetdevil
I’ve been at the hospital for 20 hours
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6
Views
467
Deleted member 65988
D
A
Venting I'm totally done for.
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3
Views
348
Cress
Cress
bini
Venting Will I ever love myself?
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7
Views
530
greebo6
G
666razorblade
Venting i am a horrible burden
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2
Views
482
AlouA
A
EternalShore
Venting "Not Reaching Out"
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1
Views
349
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
sundown12
Venting punished by the universe for existing
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39
Views
3K
sundown12
sundown12
dizzdesi
Is it worth it to get a subscription to PPeH?
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9
Views
525
Tesha
Tesha
Liru2002
SN hospital
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2
Views
481
Deleted member 65988
D
リンさん
Venting I will probably never have the life that I want, and there’s nothing I can *realistically* do about it
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3
Views
459
rosenwasser
rosenwasser
rellek
CTB help
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1
Views
381
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
immrw
is there something i can take before surgery that when combined with anesthesia will kill me?
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11
Views
769
Rev346
Rev346
fenderjazzmaster
Help Best ctb methods in Ukraine?
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4
Views
565
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Tionally
I don't remember how to be myself at this point
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1
Views
309
voyager
voyager
Lookoutbelow
Calling all jumpers
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19
Views
2K
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
just_erika
It might be time to go soon. (1-2 years)
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2
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
How do prisoners do "it" with shoe laces?
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7
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Some place nice
My dads work
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0
Views
316
Some place nice
Some place nice
N
Like almost always when I think I have read the worst abuse and extreme pain situations on here there is a new story to be told...
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2
Views
340
Cage
Cage
Meditation guide
Venting Two terrifying nightmares back to back!
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11
Views
565
moondazed
moondazed
M
Method back pack with rocks and enter the ocean
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0
Views
524
moenora
M
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