Venting Happy New Roman Year x I was supposed to be gone by now

[CouldaHvBeenARock]

I wish I could weep
But my eyes dried out years ago

I wanted last year to be last
But I got caught after several attempts
Cause my mail misfired

The months after were worse than before
Cause I'm stuck in the hospital so that I can run away from my toxic parents

Now stressful situations that I worked hard to escape, are now back with a vengeance like dealing with stupid doctors

I am overwhelmed but I have to act like I'm okay so nobody can suspect I'm trying to catch the bus

Being sick is torture and a new year just means more opportunities for life to torment me

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it's dreadful feeling so trapped in this existence, it's cruel how people have to suffer so much with no straightforward way to just die in peace. But anyway best wishes.