Venting ctb

[mirroredmind]

how come is it easy for other people to die? even kids has done it successfully yet i'm still here, i'm not scared of death i'm only anxious it'll be a failure

 

[oddetoad]

because people are different and some people feel forced to ctb .
e.g different circumstances

 

[Praestat_Mori]

CTB ain't easy. We humans can endure much more pain, suffering and so on than we think. When the pain of living (or circumstances) becomes greater than the pain/fear of death (incl. the fear of failing the attempt) then it's "easier" to overcome SI.

 

[UKscotty]

Dying is easy, getting over the SI is the hard part.

Anyone who got over their SI is no longer with us.

I guess once we truly hit rock bottom, we get the final courage to CTB.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly envy those who've managed to eternally cease existing on their own terms, to me they are the only fortunate ones, I see them as fortunate for being able to ctb in this anti-suicide society where it's cruelly made so inaccessible. I just find it so horrible how people have to struggle so much to cease existing in the first place, it disgusts me how we cannot just have the option to easily free ourselves in peace from this existence we never even consented to being in, I also feel trapped here.