notherenotnow
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- Oct 7, 2023
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I'm talking about christianity, by the way.
Every single time i think about dying, then im not really scared of dyng itself. im scared than heaven exists. Not because I'm not christian and i would go to hell or whatever, but rather because the idea of just "living" forever in that heaven is so goddamn scary. I dont want to die just to find out that i have to keep being in this world for fuck knows how long. I dont understand how peole find the idea of heaven comforting. Like, if heaven exists, then for how long would we stay there? Is there really no end to existence if heaven exists? Do we really just stay up there forever and wiat for something that will never happen?
I dont even know if it's true, but my catechist (ive got no clue if thats the correct word, but you know, the person who tought religion at my school) told my class that you musn't commit suicide because then you'll end up in purgatory (something between heaven and hell) and you wont be able to get out until someone prays for you. That's even fucking worse than both heaven and hell combined.
I really wish reaincarnation is real, only because it's just a little more pleasant than heaven to me.
Every single time i think about dying, then im not really scared of dyng itself. im scared than heaven exists. Not because I'm not christian and i would go to hell or whatever, but rather because the idea of just "living" forever in that heaven is so goddamn scary. I dont want to die just to find out that i have to keep being in this world for fuck knows how long. I dont understand how peole find the idea of heaven comforting. Like, if heaven exists, then for how long would we stay there? Is there really no end to existence if heaven exists? Do we really just stay up there forever and wiat for something that will never happen?
I dont even know if it's true, but my catechist (ive got no clue if thats the correct word, but you know, the person who tought religion at my school) told my class that you musn't commit suicide because then you'll end up in purgatory (something between heaven and hell) and you wont be able to get out until someone prays for you. That's even fucking worse than both heaven and hell combined.
I really wish reaincarnation is real, only because it's just a little more pleasant than heaven to me.