untildeathdousapart
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- Dec 2, 2023
- 31
A few weeks ago I ended up in the ER because of too much alcohol. I dont remember anything from what happened before nor do i remember any pain that came with it (only vaguely since it all felt like a dream). I had 2 per mille (is that the right way to say it? I'm not a native english speaker.) and ever since I've been thinking a lot how easy it COULD be to ctb like that. Obviously I would vomit a lot and all that but it could still be possible? According to my mother she already thought I was dying because my heart beat so slow. I don't drink usually but I've thought about alcohol + promethazine and maybe drowning? Everything would be easy accessible but I'm still unsure how reliable it would be. I wish everything could be just over.