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Suicide Discussion

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Moonshinee
Venting Being loved and still having a desire to die
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5
Views
419
Moonshinee
Moonshinee
A
Advice needed
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0
Views
332
Action
A
E
Embarrassing pro-lifer experience
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5
Views
504
nightmare_moon
nightmare_moon
en-bat-y
Story this world hates the disabled
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22
Views
1K
en-bat-y
en-bat-y
tranny123
has anyone else fantasized about ctb since they were really little?
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13
Views
843
Salmon can't swim
Salmon can't swim
suicidestyle
my life is pointless
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6
Views
986
Worndown
Worndown
LastLoveSong
what even am i
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3
Views
345
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
FireFox
Abuse within families is the worst cruelty because we humans never asked to be born into the families we are given
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14
Views
683
tinyghost
tinyghost
Ducksauce6
How do I get over the survival instinct and just PULL the TRIGGER???
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29
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2K
Ducksauce6
Ducksauce6
V
Discussion Ctb tomorrow
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1
Views
507
sad_dude
sad_dude
U
Help How to make partial hanging hurt less and ephemeral?
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2
Views
820
lightnings
L
Darkover
i hate existing in this fucking hellhole for life
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23
Views
658
oddetoad
O
bluegodism
this is so unfair, I would like support
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2
Views
297
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
they won't let us leave we are being held captive by the society
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3
Views
398
sanction
sanction
A
Help I can't Antiemetic from hospital (for SN) because I'm a terrible liar to doctor and having years of anti-depression pill on my record.
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6
Views
1K
apple0613
A
falling_snow
Venting I want to tell my story
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4
Views
445
lightnings
L
thewalkingdread
Venting Dying sucks
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8
Views
622
lightnings
L
Unattainable666
MAYBE GONE SOONER THAN PLANNED
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4
Views
449
lightnings
L
shamblingshaggoth
Terrified and alone. I don't want to die.
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3
Views
433
lightnings
L
S
  • Locked
Help Should I actually attempt or no
Replies
6
Views
507
Beelzebub
B
GlutenFreeCat
Venting Being open made me feel worse
Replies
4
Views
428
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Venting How do I detach from people?
Replies
22
Views
910
doormat25
D
L
Humans really are the worst thing that ever happened to the Earth. No wonder the enlightened among us want to check out ASAP.
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28
Views
1K
Aim
Aim
020x
  • Poll
Would you choose to live if given a chance to be fully healthy?
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31
Views
2K
GhostShell
GhostShell
N
Am I too old to feel this way?
Replies
7
Views
506
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
TheLittleMouse
Help I found my "sweet spot"!! (I have a question/a help for thoses who are struggling to find it)
Replies
2
Views
853
TheLittleMouse
TheLittleMouse
FuneralCry
Venting Do you 100% wish to cease existing?
Replies
18
Views
981
ropearoundatree
R
Bad-luck
Help Bleed to death?
Replies
10
Views
900
oddetoad
O
PlasticFace
Winter Blues + Cat!
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3
Views
375
Copier0997
C
J
And people wonder why sites like this exist when this is the advertised help
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18
Views
972
Copier0997
C
E
Venting “A ridiculous hostility to mental health professionals” -Tantacrul.
Replies
51
Views
4K
exitplease
E
L
What dosage should I use for benzodiazepines and alcohol?
Replies
4
Views
590
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
L
Venting I can't go through another 30 years...just let me go !
Replies
2
Views
450
silentnights56
S
mnemosyne
Venting ridiculous and embarrassing reason for postponing ctb
Replies
5
Views
573
exitplease
E
pinkbluebutch
Help Asking Professors for Help
Replies
16
Views
706
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
Dara Argith
I feel empty
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3
Views
430
Dara Argith
Dara Argith
lovechaos
Inner core reality
Replies
1
Views
327
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
irregularreconcile
12/10/23 - Cry for Help
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2
Views
407
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
B
Method HPMC enteric Capsules or Apple Puree for HCQ overdose
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0
Views
444
Battered_Seoul
B
MiMif
What do you guys think happen after death or suicide?
Replies
28
Views
1K
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
Willowmoon
Venting 活不下去 can live no more
Replies
7
Views
2K
sad_rock
S
penguinl0v3s
How to fill out the form to get N2
Replies
1
Views
490
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Mr. Incapable
Are there any celebrity or non-celebrity suicides which are significant to you or you often think about?
Replies
77
Views
5K
deathwish2
D
ddn.ctb
Are Gore sites set up to do a live stream?
Replies
2
Views
525
suicidestyle
suicidestyle
Mistiie
Anyone else want to die yet live at the same time?
Replies
5
Views
424
kipper
kipper
A
Help I can't get the partial hanging right
Replies
6
Views
899
freetrees
F
brownbear
Shotgun survivors
Replies
14
Views
2K
exitplease
E
MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Despite the crippling pain and trauma I don't want to die anymore
Replies
3
Views
397
tidal1
tidal1
Bad-luck
Venting I hate everything right now
Replies
0
Views
295
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
TDF
Help CCS SN success? (No longer a source)
Replies
1
Views
633
DreamEnd
D
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