OcularFear
The only way I win is if I die.
- Jan 16, 2024
- 24
I'm going to be drinking 750 MLs of 40% Imported Absolute Citron Vodka within 10-20 minutes at most, I'm an avid drinker and I know I could probably tackle it. Then before I succumb to alchohol poisoning symptoms and falling unconscious I'm going to plunge a knife through a major artery, which one I don't know yet and I was hoping I could get some help on what arteries bleed out the fastest. The blade I will be using is about 2 to 4 MM thick and 3 inches long with one sharp side that is serated for about a third of the blade near the bottom. And I don't wanna screw it up, so I want to know generally how much force I should put into the stab motion when it's time.
Let's talk locations, I live with my parents, and there is very rarely a time I'm home alone, it's winter and snowy outside. I want to die in a location that isn't going to suck ass where I'm gonna have to lay in the cold while my blood freezes in the snow but I don't want a possibility of my parents or family stopping me. We have a few sheds but they would be cold, I don't have a car anymore as it broke down so I'd need to walk to wherever I go. I don't want to leave a huge bloody mess for my parents to find and leave to clean up.
Apologies for the complicated and long explanation however I want to have every detail of my method planned ahead of time as I'm very quickly running out of time to do so (for reasons I won't explain as they are not relevant) and Ive only really got one shot at this, if I screw up ill never get a chance again.
Let's talk locations, I live with my parents, and there is very rarely a time I'm home alone, it's winter and snowy outside. I want to die in a location that isn't going to suck ass where I'm gonna have to lay in the cold while my blood freezes in the snow but I don't want a possibility of my parents or family stopping me. We have a few sheds but they would be cold, I don't have a car anymore as it broke down so I'd need to walk to wherever I go. I don't want to leave a huge bloody mess for my parents to find and leave to clean up.
Apologies for the complicated and long explanation however I want to have every detail of my method planned ahead of time as I'm very quickly running out of time to do so (for reasons I won't explain as they are not relevant) and Ive only really got one shot at this, if I screw up ill never get a chance again.