Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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I haven't been sleeping much the last few days, so I've spent a lot of time thinking about my own plans, and writing my own ideas down. It's kind of my way of venting when there's no one around to listen, but I wanted to share some of my insomnia-induced creativity I guess, just in case someone finds it useful when discussing The Right to Die.

Introduction

Someone who loves playing video games might want a new console very badly if they don't have one. This is understandable, considering how popular certain gaming systems are. Receiving them as birthday gifts or at Christmas can be a very beautiful thing for some people, but if you start adding a bunch of unnecessary restrictions to it, just to make it harder to access this supposedly "free gaming system", it becomes much harder for people to willingly accept that gift, but if there is no option to refuse, and you're stuck with it anyway, then you can't honestly call it a gift.

Gaming Console Analogy

Now, imagine for a moment that YOU, the person reading this IS A GAMER! I have a brand new gaming console that YOU want, still in it's original box, and I'm going to give it to you for free. You might think this is very generous, and say, "Thanks! I'll take it!"

"Not so fast," I say. "The gaming system itself is free, but there are some conditions you must agree to before you can actually USE the console."

Excited about getting this wonderful gift, you might be willing to do just about anything to gain access. Putting yourself in the gamer's shoes, I want you to pay attention to EACH AND EVERY requirement and decide if you still want the gaming console I just shoved into your arms.

6 Requirements

1. You must pay $60-100 for every game you buy if you want them to work properly. Prices below $60 are negotiable, but the lower the price, the more likely you are to get a game that won't even work. You're not even allowed to have digital copies anymore, you can only play games with a disc and pay for them in person with cash. What you can afford will ALWAYS dictate the quality of the game discs you buy, just like the good old days!

2. You must pay $5 to the online gaming store EVERY TIME you play a game. Every time you play a game you yourself already purchased, it will be locked until you enter your Disc Key and send your additional $5 (this is to prove your identity as the system's owner and it comes with a $5 identification fee per gaming session). This is non-negotiable, and this will be done with EVERY game you own. If you run out of money, your gaming console will become a useless brick until you GET the money. And don't try to weasel around it either by having multiple games open at once for extended periods. If you run more than one game at once, your system will crash, and your access to it when you restart will be restricted behind a $50 pay wall.

3. Every time you sit down on the couch and pay your $5 to play, you will be required to wear the Reverse Bear Trap from the Saw Franchise on your head, and roll a pair of dice, hoping you don't get Snake Eyes, otherwise, the trap goes off. Some people may find this exciting and totally worth it! It makes life interesting, and this is why I think YOU should accept my gift and enjoy the gaming system as much as you possibly can!

4. You are NEVER allowed to get rid of the system. If you try to return it, sell it, or give it away, you will be locked up in a mental hospital and FORCED to play games on THEIR SYSTEM until you become addicted to gaming again. At the hospital, you won't have to deal with the Saw Trap, because it's a safer environment, but when you go back home, the Saw Trap will be required once again.

5. If you are ever hospitalized for trying to get rid of the system, you will have to pay your medical bills directly to the gaming store, who paid off 25% of the costs already out of the kindness of their hearts. This means you could be court-ordered to pay the remainder back to the Game Company. You may have to pay added fees for every gaming session, on top of the $5 you already had to pay. Depending on how much you owe, your payments per session could be as high as $15-$25!

6. If you refuse to play video games ever again, without trying to give the console away, you will be thrown out on the street and forced to sleep under an overpass until you agree to play on the system again. If you agree to keep playing, you will be welcomed back home with open arms. Now get that Saw Trap on your head and buy that new FPS game you've been wanting for $90!

Those are the requirements for accepting my free gift. Do you still want it? If you say yes, it means you're a brave soul, and you love life because you're willing to do ANYTHING it takes to keep things interesting! If you say no, you're just a spineless coward who can't handle gaming. Besides, it's already in your hands, so it's too late. If you truly, and honestly DO NOT WANT THE CONSOLE, you must deliberately set your dice on snake eyes and let the Saw Trap do it's thing. It is the ONLY way.

My Right to Refuse

This is what I see life as, a gaming console I never asked for being shoved in my arms, bringing with it a whole bunch of other issues I never consented to, with no option to turn it down at the beginning. If someone genuinely wants to play video games with the Saw Trap on their heads, then I hope they enjoy it for a long time, and I hope they NEVER, EVER get snake eyes. As for me, I would NEVER consent to playing video games with these kinds of requirements. A free game system is a kind gesture, but when every gaming session is pay to play, and there's a risk of a horrible death associated with it every time, it's less appealing.

In real life, the Saw Trap over our heads is a long list of horrible things life could throw at us. It's a car accident with a drunk driver, a natural disaster, or some kind of illness just waiting to happen when we least expect it. The worst thing is, real life is a survivable Saw Trap, where others can force us to survive after the damage is done. Everyone should stop and think of a worst case scenario where THEY would want to die, and determine for themselves if the risk is worth continuing to live. If someone says no, their answer should be accepted. If they say yes, this is a great thing too, but the people who want to live have NO RIGHT to demand that people who say no keep living anyway.

Some people may complain when you tell them no, and say, "But you're only looking at the negatives in life! Just ignore the fact that they overshadow what little good in life there is, and ONLY focus on the positives!" Ignoring the bad things in life just so you can focus on the good is what I call "burying your head in the sand". It's wilful ignorance. There is no such thing as a perfect balance between the good and the bad, which is why some people enjoy life, while others die from suicide. If you are unwilling to acknowledge the fact that some people might want to refuse consent when life is given to them, or if you are unwilling to respect their wishes without shoving your opinions about life down their throat, then YOU are holding them (and ME) hostage.

I see the right to die as my right to decline the gift with all of the restrictions listed above. Why can't I just get the system and a few free games to get me started and settle with that? Why must my life be at risk every time I play, or in the case of living life, whenever I have to drive to work, go on a vacation, or do something risky and dangerous with a high chance of permanent injuries for thrills? What if I say no to all this and refuse to participate? Apparently, saying no isn't allowed, which is why the right to die isn't legal already. Those who don't care about our lack of consent don't seem to care about the implications of what they're telling us.

Conclusion

Life can't be a gift, if there's no way to refuse it or give it away later on. It can't be a gift if you have to work like a slave your whole life just to pay for it, or if other people want to punish you for your inability to work. The risk of serious injuries from accidents, illness, or some other kind of disaster is always there, even if some people see them as risks worth taking. As for me, I don't see it that way. I never asked for this free gaming console, I never consented to the requirements or the risks just to play, so I'm going to set the dice on snake eyes deliberately, and hope for the best.
 
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I can really get behind that. The part where they call anyone who doesn't accept it a spineless coward is too real, great analogy overall.
 
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Lost in a Dream

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I can really get behind that. The part where they call anyone who doesn't accept it a spineless coward is too real, great analogy overall.
It's a heartless thing to say to someone who wants to die and struggles every day, especially for years. And they assume ending your life is easy, but it's not, so it can't be cowardly. If it was as easy as clapping my hands and disappearing, then yeah, I could see it being a cowardly thing. Still, I think it should be a personal choice whether it's cowardly or not. I wish more people would see it this way.
 
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Excellent analogy @Lost in a Dream and as someone who played video games myself, it makes perfect sense. Life is definitely NOT a gift! It is an non-consensual imposition of sentience and burden! Of course, most people are indoctrinated by society and its' institutions, their family, and peers into sticking around, in addition to the survival instinct, which is a biological mechanism that impedes one from being able to do risk things that result in either discomfort, pain, or even death itself.
 
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Even at stipulation 2, I was like, "This is a pretty shitty gaming system-- this entire setup is rigged, I want out"

...then came the Saw bear trap helmet, the institutionalization into psych ward hell, medical bills, and homelessness.

Great writeup, very creative.
 
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Even at stipulation 2, I was like, "This is a pretty shitty gaming system-- this entire setup is rigged, I want out"

...then came the Saw bear trap helmet, the institutionalization into psych ward hell, medical bills, and homelessness.

Great writeup, very creative.
I thought the first one seemed reasonable, but after that, it got pretty ridiculous. I would've smashed the thing on the ground lol.
 
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I love this. You're fun.
 
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Excellent analogy. Life is a "gift" but with all these stipulations (that I didn't agree to, by the way), I want out!
 
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This is a great analogy it basically sums up how life is a trap. No matter what you do something has a cost, so in the end why even bother...
 
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You've done excellent work here with this analogy.
 
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What can i said, this's one of the best analogy i've ever saw. No unnecesarry edgyness, everything is well explain

The thing is if it was a video game then everyone had the right to quit if they're not intrested in the game that god provide, if i dislike COD, then i have the right to quit the game. The same thing applied to other game

I just remember the mentality of a game devoloper who's entitled to the gamer money and if the gamer dislike their game, then they will slander those gamer. Well surprise-surprise if you want to make your audience support ur game, then put an effort to make a quality game, and not just forcing them to play this shit

And it's also applied in real life, if govemnent&pro-lifter want us to lived then MAKE A PROPPER SYSTEM for us to lived and not just telling us to build a "inner strength" also telling us to responsible for our depression (which at some degree i agree with the statement) but not tell us specific of how or help us in a meaningful way wouldn't help suicidal person to actually like this life
 
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What can i said, this's one of the best analogy i've ever saw. No unnecesarry edgyness, everything is well explain

The thing is if it was a video game then everyone had the right to quit if they're not intrested in the game that god provide, if i dislike COD, then i have the right to quit the game. The same thing applied to other game

I just remember the mentality of a game devoloper who's entitled to the gamer money and if the gamer dislike their game, then they will slander those gamer. Well surprise-surprise if you want to make your audience support ur game, then put an effort to make a quality game, and not just forcing them to play this shit

And it's also applied in real life, if govemnent&pro-lifter want us to lived then MAKE A PROPPER SYSTEM for us to lived and not just telling us to build a "inner strength" also telling us to responsible for our depression (which at some degree i agree with the statement) but not tell us specific of how or help us in a meaningful way wouldn't help suicidal person to actually like this life

Could you imagine if you were forced to play a single game that you hated, and the difficulty level was randomly selected for you? I wish I could quit this stupid game and play a different one too. This pay-to-live BS is beyond disgusting, and I refuse to participate in it any longer.

Sometimes I wish life could work more like an actual video game, specifically one where you can customize your own character before spawning into it, and you can pick your own difficulty level and keep going until it gets boring. Then if we want to quit, we should have every right to switch to a brand new life if we want, or pick nonexistence if we want. Not having this ability at all is why this world feels like a prison to me. I think it's why I'm realizing more and more, that I believe a cruel, and sadistic demiurge designed all this deliberately.

I don't think there's any hope for me to find in this reality the way it is. If I can't simply pick my own reality or have my closest friends be able to do the same, then existence is of no use to me. It sucks that whoever or whatever caused our reality to exist is no different than a greedy developer who releases half-finished games just to get money. It drives me crazy when people tell me to build that inner strength too, because it doesn't feel like strength to just do what I'm told because other people do it. Real strength comes from admitting that I don't like this game, and refusing to play. Thank you for the comment!
 
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If life were a video game I've reached a soft-lock. It's simply impossible to progress. The only choice is to either restart, which of course is not possible, or outright quit.
 
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Lost in a Dream

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If life were a video game I've reached a soft-lock. It's simply impossible to progress. The only choice is to either restart, which of course is not possible, or outright quit.
Same here. That's why I want to quit. Hopefully after today, I can start a new game or have the option to refuse.
 
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Sometimes I wish life could work more like an actual video game, specifically one where you can customize your own character before spawning into it, and you can pick your own difficulty level and keep going until it gets boring.
Yeah, I can't help but think how fun this would've been.
This pay-to-live BS is beyond disgusting, and I refuse to participate in it any longer.
Nevermind that there are those who have more resources than they actually ever need.
It sucks that whoever or whatever caused our reality to exist is no different than a greedy developer who releases half-finished games just to get money. It drives me crazy when people tell me to build that inner strength too, because it doesn't feel like strength to just do what I'm told because other people do it. Real strength comes from admitting that I don't like this game, and refusing to play.
But no, people would rather tell you that it's you that's not playing the game properly.
 
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But no, people would rather tell you that it's you that's not playing the game properly.
To be fair, if I refuse to play, they're kind of right lol.
 
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Life is a gift. But like any gift it can be good or bad; the gift of your dreams, or a giant turd in a sock. Also, like any gift, It can be wanted or unwanted.

Everyone can't be the winning hero character in the game of life. In the same way that some games need a hero and villains, if there's gonna be winners, there also has to be losers. Some characters are disposable; some characters get cast aside or are ignored. And some are characters who get shitted on all the time. The game needs those characters too. C'est la vie!

Just like some video game characters take a beating to keep gamers amused, maybe you're taking a beating to keep some upstream 'God' gamer amused. Maybe that's why all this suffering exists?
 
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Just like some video game characters take a beating to keep gamers amused, maybe you're taking a beating to keep some upstream 'God' gamer amused. Maybe that's why all this suffering exists?
This is what I wonder about, every time someone tells me I'm here for a reason. Those people always assume it's a good reason, but provide no evidence of it.

I thought about creating another thread for this, but decided to add it here. I also came up with this during a period of sleep-deprived creativity, and once again, it highlights the stupidity of real life, and why it should be more like the games we love, just because you can quit playing them at any time.

10 Reasons Chess is better than real life

1. If you don't want to play, no one will force you to.

2. You can resign or accept a draw at any time, and the game is over.

3. It's just a game. Real life is a saw trap you can't escape from easily.

4. You get as many chances to improve as you want, without having to relearn the rules every time you play for an unknown amount of games.
If you're reincarnated in real life, there's a good chance you will forget the rules every time.

5. No one will threaten you with Hell, or discriminate against you for having a preferred opening or gameplay style.

6. The pieces aren't sentient. They can't suffer horribly the way real people and animals do when they're being used as pawns.

7. In the majority of cases, your life won't be ruined just because you lost in Chess. Losing in life, especially if it means losing a house,
a loved one, your health, or a high-paying job, is much more damaging.

8. Everyone has a chance to win or get better at Chess with enough practice, but in real life, people can do all the right things and still end
up spinning their wheels, wishing they could resign from life.

9. In Chess, the rules are fixed and easy to understand for those who enjoy the game. In real life, everything is complicated and rules can be changed to benefit those in power.

10. For those who do play, they have control over their lives on the board. In real life, we have no control over what happens in this world.
 
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Just like some video game characters take a beating to keep gamers amused, maybe you're taking a beating to keep some upstream 'God' gamer amused. Maybe that's why all this suffering exists?
Always wondered why suffering has to be part of reality.
 
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10 Reasons Chess is better than real life

1. If you don't want to play, no one will force you to.

2. You can resign or accept a draw at any time, and the game is over.

3. It's just a game. Real life is a saw trap you can't escape from easily.

4. You get as many chances to improve as you want, without having to relearn the rules every time you play for an unknown amount of games.
If you're reincarnated in real life, there's a good chance you will forget the rules every time.

5. No one will threaten you with Hell, or discriminate against you for having a preferred opening or gameplay style.

6. The pieces aren't sentient. They can't suffer horribly the way real people and animals do when they're being used as pawns.

7. In the majority of cases, your life won't be ruined just because you lost in Chess. Losing in life, especially if it means losing a house,
a loved one, your health, or a high-paying job, is much more damaging.

8. Everyone has a chance to win or get better at Chess with enough practice, but in real life, people can do all the right things and still end
up spinning their wheels, wishing they could resign from life.

9. In Chess, the rules are fixed and easy to understand for those who enjoy the game. In real life, everything is complicated and rules can be changed to benefit those in power.

10. For those who do play, they have control over their lives on the board. In real life, we have no control over what happens in this world.
I'm not sure if this counts as an 11th reason but here goes nothing. In chess, everybody starts with an equal amount of power. Both opponents have the exact same chess pieces with the exact same starting chess formation. However, in real life, not everybody starts on equal ground. Some are born more disadvantaged than others whether that be genetic related or environmental related


Also, as far as this entire thread goes, you are one smart person and your analogy is simply amazing. Though, personally, I'd perhaps expand on point 2 of your analogy as it implies that you can choose to play a game whenever you want to. However, when it comes to real life, you don't have that leeway as you are forced to work a full time job 5 days per week and perhaps work overtime too. I know point 6 of yours talks about the consequences of refusing to ever play the game but it still implies you could take a large hiatus... which is a massive privilege to do in real life
 
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This is what I wonder about, every time someone tells me I'm here for a reason. Those people always assume it's a good reason, but provide no evidence of it.

I thought about creating another thread for this, but decided to add it here. I also came up with this during a period of sleep-deprived creativity, and once again, it highlights the stupidity of real life, and why it should be more like the games we love, just because you can quit playing them at any time.

10 Reasons Chess is better than real life

1. If you don't want to play, no one will force you to.

2. You can resign or accept a draw at any time, and the game is over.

3. It's just a game. Real life is a saw trap you can't escape from easily.

4. You get as many chances to improve as you want, without having to relearn the rules every time you play for an unknown amount of games.
If you're reincarnated in real life, there's a good chance you will forget the rules every time.

5. No one will threaten you with Hell, or discriminate against you for having a preferred opening or gameplay style.

6. The pieces aren't sentient. They can't suffer horribly the way real people and animals do when they're being used as pawns.

7. In the majority of cases, your life won't be ruined just because you lost in Chess. Losing in life, especially if it means losing a house,
a loved one, your health, or a high-paying job, is much more damaging.

8. Everyone has a chance to win or get better at Chess with enough practice, but in real life, people can do all the right things and still end
up spinning their wheels, wishing they could resign from life.

9. In Chess, the rules are fixed and easy to understand for those who enjoy the game. In real life, everything is complicated and rules can be changed to benefit those in power.

10. For those who do play, they have control over their lives on the board. In real life, we have no control over what happens in this world.
One way this life is like chess is that when the game is over, the powerful kings and queens go back in the same box as the puney little pawns.

P.S. insomnia- deprived creativity has the potential to create characters such as Tyler Durden and Frank. 😉
 
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One way this life is like chess is that when the game is over, the powerful kings and queens go back in the same box as the puney little pawns.

P.S. insomnia- deprived creativity has the potential to create characters such as Tyler Durden and Frank. 😉
I liked Frank. Donnie Darko was a good fucking movie!
I'm not sure if this counts as an 11th reason but here goes nothing. In chess, everybody starts with an equal amount of power. Both opponents have the exact same chess pieces with the exact same starting chess formation. However, in real life, not everybody starts on equal ground. Some are born more disadvantaged than others whether that be genetic related or environmental related
All my life, I always felt like I was forced to play Chess against a grand master just to live, while also having to play without the Queen and Bishops. I was disadvantaged from day 1, and I've always struggled to live.
 
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All my life, I always felt like I was forced to play Chess against a grand master just to live, while also having to play without the Queen and Bishops. I was disadvantaged from day 1, and I've always struggled to live.
I feel like I got this illusion that I'm actually playing chess when, however, the game has been pretty determined for me and nothing that I do matters. I'm not really playing; I'm merely prolonging my pointless existence by staying alive

Oh, also, at least in chess, the only skills that matter is thinking quickly on the spot and using a lot of strategy. However, when it comes to real life, having just these skills isn't enough as social skills are also required and, as an autistic person with no social skills, I can see just how important social skills truly are. At least I don't need social skills for chess.

I also don't need to prove myself to be able to play chess in the first place. All I need to play chess is a chess board with the adequate pieces and an opponent. However, in real life, to work, you first need to go through a lot of competition to get hired in the first place. You have to work to prove that you can be a wage slave.

All in all, real life sucks
 
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I'm not sure if this counts as an 11th reason but here goes nothing. In chess, everybody starts with an equal amount of power. Both opponents have the exact same chess pieces with the exact same starting chess formation. However, in real life, not everybody starts on equal ground. Some are born more disadvantaged than others whether that be genetic related or environmental related


Also, as far as this entire thread goes, you are one smart person and your analogy is simply amazing. Though, personally, I'd perhaps expand on point 2 of your analogy as it implies that you can choose to play a game whenever you want to. However, when it comes to real life, you don't have that leeway as you are forced to work a full time job 5 days per week and perhaps work overtime too. I know point 6 of yours talks about the consequences of refusing to ever play the game but it still implies you could take a large hiatus... which is a massive privilege to do in real life
I guess in some ways, the game system is a better gift than life since it's easier to take breaks. I think that's why keeping people addicted to the gaming experience would keep them going back to it, despite the risks. It's a lot like real life in that way. It's the reason so many people still think life is a gift even when they are struggling. They're addicted to the few good things that exist, making it much easier to pretend it's a gift still.
Life is a gift. But like any gift it can be good or bad; the gift of your dreams, or a giant turd in a sock. Also, like any gift, It can be wanted or unwanted.
I don't think that's actually true, because if someone gave you a turd in a sock you could tell them to fuck off. It's when you get it thrown in your face and you're told you can never get rid of it that it stops being a gift.
 
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I can really get behind that. The part where they call anyone who doesn't accept it a spineless coward is too real, great analogy overall.
I don't understand how can they call people who want to ctb cowards. I believe it takes a tremendous amount of courage to actually do it.

A person who risks their life, or even Sacrifices it for others is always seen as a hero, but doing it to end your own pain is not. Just goes to show that if you can't be milked one way or another you mean nothing to society.
 
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I don't understand how can they call people who want to ctb cowards. I believe it takes a tremendous amount of courage to actually do it.
Yeah, there's nothing cowardly about it. I agree with you because if it was so easy and cowardly, then it would've been a simple, easily-acquired, peaceful, and 100% effective method that anyone could use. Once the methods become risky and less effective, it requires more courage.

A person who risks their life, or even Sacrifices it for others is always seen as a hero, but doing it to end your own pain is not. Just goes to show that if you can't be milked one way or another you mean nothing to society.
It's understandable why self-sacrifice is seen as something more heroic though. It's nice to imagine a scenario where someone who wants to die can sacrifice themselves for the benefit of people who want to live. I think someone ending their own pain can also be heroic, depending on the situation maybe, but I wish people outside of sasu saw it that way too.
 
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Could you imagine if you were forced to play a single game that you hated, and the difficulty level was randomly selected for you? I wish I could quit this stupid game and play a different one too. This pay-to-live BS is beyond disgusting, and I refuse to participate in it any longer.

Sometimes I wish life could work more like an actual video game, specifically one where you can customize your own character before spawning into it, and you can pick your own difficulty level and keep going until it gets boring. Then if we want to quit, we should have every right to switch to a brand new life if we want, or pick nonexistence if we want. Not having this ability at all is why this world feels like a prison to me. I think it's why I'm realizing more and more, that I believe a cruel, and sadistic demiurge designed all this deliberately.

I don't think there's any hope for me to find in this reality the way it is. If I can't simply pick my own reality or have my closest friends be able to do the same, then existence is of no use to me. It sucks that whoever or whatever caused our reality to exist is no different than a greedy developer who releases half-finished games just to get money. It drives me crazy when people tell me to build that inner strength too, because it doesn't feel like strength to just do what I'm told because other people do it. Real strength comes from admitting that I don't like this game, and refusing to play. Thank you for the comment!
Another thing is that in video game, you can max out your character level to the point you became an Overpowered, but in real life. Only small portion of people can actually do that, it's one of the fact that i hate but on the same time i have to accept that some people just build diffrent, some can max their level and some just limited to certain point, which's why i hate this life

One thing, i fucking hate this "inner strength" thing cause they don't tell you how does this concept work. Like letting go of thing is inner strength? Or be more steady? I just dont get that fucking shit, and to see that a lot of people trust this thing just makes me scratch my head
 
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Another thing is that in video game, you can max out your character level to the point you became an Overpowered, but in real life. Only small portion of people can actually do that, it's one of the fact that i hate but on the same time i have to accept that some people just build diffrent, some can max their level and some just limited to certain point, which's why i hate this life

One thing, i fucking hate this "inner strength" thing cause they don't tell you how does this concept work. Like letting go of thing is inner strength? Or be more steady? I just dont get that fucking shit, and to see that a lot of people trust this thing just makes me scratch my head

I think the problem I have with the idea of having "inner strength", is most people think it only applies when people choose to keep living, no matter what. That can be true for some people, yes, but sometimes I think it can apply for people who are exiting life too. The real cowardly thing in my opinion is to do nothing because I'm too afraid to try recovery or suicide. That's how I was for many years. I just did as I was told and let other people control me.

As far as maxing out my level goes, I already hit my ceiling, and it was very low to begin with. I think it takes just as much courage to leave this world as it does to stick around and see what life has planned around the next corner. We're facing an uncertain future either way I think, so it takes a ton of strength to do that.

It really is unfair how life works. No one gets the exact same opportunities, at the exact same time, with the ability to benefit. If someone seizes it before us, then we're forced to accept the next best thing while we hope we aren't beaten to that too. Some people have to settle for the next best thing over and over until eating out of a dumpster becomes "the next best thing". It's fucked up.
 
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