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Hurt
Paragon
- Nov 13, 2020
- 906
I started with suicidal ideation some years ago (adulthood). I wasnt suicidal all my life. But as days passed I get used to that idea. Became chronically suicidal. I'm at peace with my choice.
Yeah, many suggested I see a doctor and go on medication to 'fix' my grief, but no chance of that, going to a doctors office alone would depress me more, and drug use for any reason has not been part of my life, and it won't be nowfuck no, I was such a happy person, I remember I couldn't understand why wound someone kill themself at all... until I was drugged and my brain became sad :( and I understood it all