JustABug

JustABug

Sinking in my skin
Aug 18, 2023
115
In my last post I said I would stay for the Christmas holidays. Well, it's the middle of January and I'm finally ready to go. Originally, I was going to hang myself with rope, however, after trying wire, I realise I enjoy that feeling more.

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

If I fail you'll know in 24 hours.

This website has been wonderful, and this is the first time I've felt comfortable just being myself. Thank you everyone I have talked too, you've all been utterly wonderful.
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
I remember responding to your thread before where you put up your suicide note that you planned to leave. In it you said your soul, body and mind wasn't meant for this life. Lots of us here can relate to that.

I hope you find peace.
 
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penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
798
I hope you find peace. Nice that you were able to enjoy life just a bit more during the holidays before deciding you were ready. Good luck!
 
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TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
626
In my last post I said I would stay for the Christmas holidays. Well, it's the middle of January and I'm finally ready to go. Originally, I was going to hang myself with rope, however, after trying wire, I realise I enjoy that feeling more.

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

If I fail you'll know in 24 hours.

This website has been wonderful, and this is the first time I've felt comfortable just being myself. Thank you everyone I have talked too, you've all been utterly wonderful.
What's your plan? Are you confident in being successful?
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,787
I wish you all the best. I hope it is quick and painless for you. I hope you find your peace and freedom ❤️
 
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boddibo

trying to change
Dec 19, 2023
5,193
I'm sorry it has to go this way, Will Graham enjoyer. I hope you find peace.
 
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AngelTears

AngelTears

Last Days
Jun 10, 2023
63
In my last post I said I would stay for the Christmas holidays. Well, it's the middle of January and I'm finally ready to go. Originally, I was going to hang myself with rope, however, after trying wire, I realise I enjoy that feeling more.

I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.

If I fail you'll know in 24 hours.

This website has been wonderful, and this is the first time I've felt comfortable just being myself. Thank you everyone I have talked too, you've all been utterly wonderful.
I cried a little bit reading this. Bless your soul ❤️‍🩹
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,786
I will hang myself tonight. In approximately…10-13 hours.
Hello @JustABug,
Though I am just a stranger,
I want to send a big hug,
To you, a brave challenger.

You've suffered for so long, [1]
But you know whom to turn to.
You'll go somewhere you belong -
May the Almighty[2] bless you!

May you attain peace you need -
@JustABug, Godspeed.


References (your note):
[1] "I understand the pain I am going to put others through, but I've been suffering for years. Agonising years!"
[2] "God exists. I know he has enough love for me."
 
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bloodystarzklt

bloodystarzklt

may you never forget me.
Jan 10, 2024
123
i hope you can find the peace you're looking for, wishing you all the best <3
 
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Dingusguy

Dingusguy

I just want to sleep...
Oct 20, 2023
135
I am sorry it has come to this, but I hope you find peace and rest well when you go, if it works. See you on the other side.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,856
Farewell, I wish you the best of luck in your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
254
I hope you find the peace that you've been looking for🌹
 
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kittyswift

kittyswift

getting tired even for a phoenix..
Sep 29, 2023
216
sorry to see you go, i hope you find the peace you are searching for 🩷
 
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drapperxyz

Quiet anticipation
Jan 16, 2024
10
Good luck, I'm sending you strength and hope you get what you're hoping for
 
asian

asian

hikikomori JK
Jan 16, 2024
8
I hope you find freedom and peace.
Wishing you the best of luck ❤️
 
Next

Next

Member
Jul 13, 2023
75
I hope it is quick and painless for you. Find your peace
 
Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,889
May eternal peace be given to you and farewell.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,490
Good luck! I wish you all the best with your plan. May you find peace!
 
trashhologram

trashhologram

⚰ Baby, let me decompose ⚰
Dec 15, 2023
363
Goodbye, I hope you find the peace you deserve and won't be in pain anymore. ❤
 
JustABug

JustABug

Sinking in my skin
Aug 18, 2023
115
Unfortunately I have failed. Feels like a punch to the gut but I will try again today.

Survival instinct is hard to beat.
Wish me luck next time
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,786
Unfortunately I have failed. Feels like a punch to the gut but I will try again today.
I'm so sorry that you're still in great pain.

I wish you the best 💙💛
 
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drapperxyz

Quiet anticipation
Jan 16, 2024
10
It's tough, SI ruined my first attempt. Don't get discouraged, wishing you the best for the next one
 
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