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I had everything so well thought out for tonight. I've planned a partial hanging. I have my rope, a good anchor point, some muscle relaxers to help chill me out. But I've been trying to get myself to just START to pass out and it's not working. I don't know where I'm going wrong. I have to make this work. I have no other options.
 
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