Playingwiththedead
Lilah
- Jun 8, 2025
- 88
I had what i now look at as the holy grail of ease and convenience when it comes to CTB- SN, but after SI inspired me to call 911 during my first attempt i foolishly told the paramedics what i had and where it was and they threw it out, why in the hell did i do that!!! Im beating myself up for it and rightfully so because ill never find anything else as easy to plan around and deal with as SN. I tried ligature strangulation and i couldnt get anything to happen. A guy contacted me that got my hopes up he had a car and was going to do it with me a different/easier way and then i got ghosted! This is so frustrating.
P.S. i cant order more SN because of my mother, she is crazy and there is no hiding anything from her, i got away with telling her it was for witchcraft the first time i bought it and she believed me because no normal person knows what SN is but now she knows... if i knew i could get PSH/FSH right and not just pass out and wake up or not pass out at all like currently id leave now with my "rope" of choice and go do it on a tree
P.S. i cant order more SN because of my mother, she is crazy and there is no hiding anything from her, i got away with telling her it was for witchcraft the first time i bought it and she believed me because no normal person knows what SN is but now she knows... if i knew i could get PSH/FSH right and not just pass out and wake up or not pass out at all like currently id leave now with my "rope" of choice and go do it on a tree
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