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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Ambivalent1
What are the common thoughts and feelings of those right before ctb?
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1
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304
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
unknownus3r0
Help Will I end up in a psych ward
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20
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1K
headcase95
headcase95
Unattainable666
Story I'M ALREADY DEAD
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9
Views
668
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
catastrophix
Venting One of those nights where I have no escape
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1
Views
307
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
My life is one long guilt trip
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7
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460
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
best of luck to you all, goodbye!
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8
Views
693
gaeulfeels
gaeulfeels
deadkittyxo
  • Question
Help Where can i buy SN that ships to Austria?
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1
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393
wiltingorchid
W
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NSAIDS...specifically ibuprofen. Without SN.
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1
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396
Tartuffe
T
C:/
Venting Lonely in my own Hell
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6
Views
407
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Unattainable666
WHEN I'M GONE
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1
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374
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ShinigamiApples
Story Darkness and Sadness.
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7
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481
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
huntergirl14
its dark out there
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2
Views
325
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FrankieTeardrop333
Until we meet again, whenever and however that may be.
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6
Views
520
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
H
  • Poll
Discussion Would you give life another shot if you had reliable N stored at a safe location you could access at any time?
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11
Views
683
sancsuinet
S
N
Discussion I honestly lost control, i did what i thought was real at the time, in my delusions, but it has wrecked my life
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3
Views
443
nekrocis
nekrocis
247sadgirlhours
What are your "core memories"?
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5
Views
843
Suicidе
S
999tilltheworldblow
Method Failure using gas geyser (+ stove) in enclosed room
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0
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426
999tilltheworldblow
999tilltheworldblow
CTB Dream
Venting Procreate gross
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12
Views
2K
phrog21
phrog21
U
Venting Does anyone wanna ctb because they ruined their life?
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21
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1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Exact Change
Do a family member CTB?
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3
Views
353
depressedlover
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Ambivalent1
Anyone else keep living because you want to find connection in this world?
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11
Views
916
endless_pain
E
ShinigamiApples
Story A Bittersweet Farewell Letter
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1
Views
447
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
glitterypearls
who else get really freaked out about talking to someone before they CTB?
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4
Views
563
Forever Sleep
F
J
does anyone else say "i wanna kill myself" to themselves at random points during the day?
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51
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2K
leloyon
leloyon
kiki <3
wanting to be murdered
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27
Views
1K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
OneDayMaybe
Goodbye/CTB thread [SN + dom + ibu]
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33
Views
3K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
disabledlife
Since it is more and more difficult, even impossible to obtain N. It is a pity that it is not possible to make it yourself!
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13
Views
824
unnormal9
unnormal9
disabledlife
Word of French actor Alain Delon, disgusted by this shitty world.
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7
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1K
Teikoku
Teikoku
D
SN Dosage Recommendation
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4
Views
685
blackhawk2000
blackhawk2000
huntergirl14
the universe
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4
Views
926
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
CTB Dream
Venting No 2nd chance?
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1
Views
358
Holu
Holu
Archness
Consideration
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3
Views
407
tams
tams
ekat
The Blue Whale Challenge
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3
Views
532
C:/
C:/
P
Story Live Stream Suicide
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13
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2K
yusso
yusso
D
Any news from K.L.?
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11
Views
2K
ReluctantSeeker
R
C
Peaceful way out
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8
Views
770
MyLifeIsANightmare
MyLifeIsANightmare
milk is sweet
Method about to take sn
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2
Views
726
ThisIsGoodbye
ThisIsGoodbye
Vexin
Venting I feel stupid and lonely i wish dying was easier
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6
Views
438
nosoul
N
L
Reliable SN source US
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0
Views
336
Life is overrated
L
N
Help SN from CCS, what does the 69.00g/ mol mean?
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2
Views
335
nosoul
N
U
Discussion Does a lack of privacy irl increase your desire to ctb ?
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2
Views
336
Lxions
Lxions
Rainork
Venting So fucking sad (a poem)
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3
Views
347
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
Aelana
What type of knot should I use to secure my rope?
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4
Views
551
LeonardChurch
L
U
Venting There isn't a word for the type of torment I feel everyday.
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6
Views
507
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
O
books or personal excerpts about the last straw? (As far as making that final decision)
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0
Views
277
offbalance
O
OnceThougtTwiceDone
I want to die but I want to finish my projects.
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7
Views
424
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
axxxu
Life only feels good when I think about ctb
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1
Views
296
AshClouds
AshClouds
meatfleshprison
Help So many questions, so little time. Please help.
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1
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424
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
M
Venting Hi, I'm new. I'd like to vent about my life. (CW: Rape/Homophobia/Ableism/Abuse)
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13
Views
891
Meretricious
Meretricious
thereisnomeaning
I have no friends, haven't had any for years, and it's just lonely
Replies
15
Views
943
ilovedeftones
ilovedeftones
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