Unknown21
The past never dies.
- Apr 25, 2023
- 985
Since my childhood i have suffered a lot in my life, the trauma i went through destroyed my mind/ brain. I exposed to violence and brutal beating and psychological harm in my early childhood and that fucked my brain up. I feel severely anxious all the time, my memory is so bad/ weak especially the short-term memory, brain fog is one the most things that have ruined my life bc i can't function anymore i feel a sense of timelessness.
I've been plagued by depression and lack of self-esteem my whole life.
I just wish i had anormal life and normal brain, good amount of money. Fuck my life, I've no life in the first place, I'm a fucking Hikkomori, i never go out of my home, i even haven't money to go out, just lying on bed and rotting.
I hope i can end it all sometime soon.
(I'm sorry if i seem disorganized or if my words are precise. I'm autistic and i struggle to express my feelings accurately, and English is not my native language)
I've been plagued by depression and lack of self-esteem my whole life.
I just wish i had anormal life and normal brain, good amount of money. Fuck my life, I've no life in the first place, I'm a fucking Hikkomori, i never go out of my home, i even haven't money to go out, just lying on bed and rotting.
I hope i can end it all sometime soon.
(I'm sorry if i seem disorganized or if my words are precise. I'm autistic and i struggle to express my feelings accurately, and English is not my native language)