Venting I have no friends

[AnonymousL]

I don't have any friends.

Some people say it cause they feel lonely with the friends they have.

But I genuinely have nobody to call a friend.
I never had.

It's so bad that in social situations I don't know how to react or respond when someone is talking to me because I never developed those skills when I was younger.

For some reason people always leave me ?

Once I had the courage to ask someone why they didn't talk to me anymore after we met up at her house. She said that I had too much problems going on and that she couldn't deal with them. She could sense how broken I am.

I just want a friend..

 

[mortuarymary]

I'll be your friend, I've no one either.

 

[Punpun Onodera]

Hey man, I could be your friend if u want

 

[Mongoose]

It's a horrible soul-destroying thing to feel alone. If you want you are more than welcome to private message me, I'd be happy to just chat with you if you need it

 

[eashanm]

Good. I have no friends either. ~.~

 

[return.]

I understand. I've also had no friends throughout my life, and still don't. At most, I've had acquaintances, but never friends.

 

[Unattainable666]

I don't have any friends.

Some people say it cause they feel lonely with the friends they have.

But I genuinely have nobody to call a friend.
I never had.

It's so bad that in social situations I don't know how to react or respond when someone is talking to me because I never developed those skills when I was younger.

For some reason people always leave me ?

Once I had the courage to ask someone why they didn't talk to me anymore after we met up at her house. She said that I had too much problems going on and that she couldn't deal with them. She could sense how broken I am.who Cares

I just want a friend..

I could be telling the same story. I'm too broken. No family no friends no one who cares

 

[thesadbrazilian]

I don't have friends either. It seems like people realize there's something wrong with me as soon as they meet me. At least I have alcohol and drugs as company. Without them, I think I would have killed myself by now.

 

[F@#$]

Me neither, I've pushed everyone away.

 

[Decided98]

I have 1 friend and that's it and I can't make friends either. I'm the same I meet someone and they think somethings wrong with me and I have trouble communicating. I also push people away so there we go.
Is anyone else worried whose going to be at their funeral I'm going to have like no one

 

[Ironborn]

Same, been isolated my entire life. Never been good in social situations.
Sometimes I think I want friends then after spending time with people just wish I was alone again. People are too much effort.

 

[mirroredmind]

me neither, i have no one to talk to beside myself

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I have no friends by choice. I have cut ties with many. I just don't have the mental energy for it anymore. Possibly due to my overthinking and anxiety. Friendship may seem like something you crave in the short term, but could easily end up turning into an inconvenience or chore. I dunno...maybe its just me. I just want to die so I have don't have to deal with people in general. Wow, that escalated quickly, didn't it

 

[Lost21]

I have no friends. I am too shy to make friends

 

[IonicLemon69]

I'm new here, but I'll be your friend. I maybe have 1-2 friends if that.. growing old is hard. :/

 

[AnonymousL]

Hey man, I could be your friend if u want

Thank you, you're really kind

Same, been isolated my entire life. Never been good in social situations.
Sometimes I think I want friends then after spending time with people just wish I was alone again. People are too much effort.

I feel that struggle

I have 1 friend and that's it and I can't make friends either. I'm the same I meet someone and they think somethings wrong with me and I have trouble communicating. I also push people away so there we go.
Is anyone else worried whose going to be at their funeral I'm going to have like no one

You know I'm scared for the opposite.
Or scared might not be the right word.

I feel like all those fake people that I went to high school with that never cared about me are gonna use my death and my funeral for attention. "Oh she was such a good person, I really liked her when I went to class with her"

Something like that.

So if I go, I'm gonna write down a note saying I don't want anyone but family (close family cause those other Mf's dont care about me either) at my funeral. Nobody else is welcome

 

[carac]

You guys should make friends which each other!

Reminds me of Reckful and his final words in stream, I think he so wanted to say something else though

 

[AnonymousL]

I'll be your friend, I've no one either.

You guys should make friends which each other!

Reminds me of Reckful and his final words in stream, I think he so wanted to say something else though

That's so sad. Do we know why he decided to end his life ?

 

[carac]

That's so sad. Do we know why he decided to end his life ?

Not entirely, he had struggled with depression most of his life, his brother ctb's when he was young. There are intervies on youtube where he talks about it with dr K.
There where a few incidents directly previous, like he got rejected and some online hate was directed at him.