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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
tomoki
Discussion a few questions about the post-ctb period
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1
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337
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Bells
Venting A dream that I didn't want to wake up from.
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2
Views
331
SeonSeia
SeonSeia
DyingToDie123
I'm afraid I won't actually do it
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0
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333
DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123
wildflowers1996
:(
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5
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385
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
DyingToDie123
"It's your choice, I'm not going to tell you not to do it" -my therapist today
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12
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624
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
DeadlineDialer
Venting Let Me Tell You Something About Hate
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11
Views
801
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
ClaudeCTTE
Venting Inhalants...
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0
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367
ClaudeCTTE
ClaudeCTTE
Don’tDoxMe
How do I stop partial hanging from hurting?
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1
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483
Proxycake
Proxycake
B
Venting I don’t think there is anyone like me in the world.
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7
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582
Bunny Beanie
B
HopefulSleep
Discussion Is there any technique to calm down from mental pain and stop thinking and feel totally relaxed?
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8
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688
greebo6
G
LonelyPlanetBoy
Discussion What‘s your prefered method and why?
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11
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557
DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123
M
Story I don't believe I stand a chance to fully live a good life
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3
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389
mackieroads
M
Chara
Discussion How long do people normally have to search/wait for a partner after posting in the megathread?
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11
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1K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
Daxter_87
Discussion Assisted Suicide - The Most Basic Human Right, Illegal Everywhere
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8
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807
deadtomorrow
deadtomorrow
eternaldream
I will never forgive my mother
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21
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852
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Suicidebydeath
Venting Completed a request for info on my childhood psych notes - bad idea
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3
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447
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
imsocold
Discussion Favorite media on suicide?
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3
Views
424
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Iris Blue
Discussion For everyone writing a note
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0
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325
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
violetdevil
I’ve been at the hospital for 20 hours
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6
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439
Deleted member 65988
D
A
Venting I'm totally done for.
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3
Views
327
Cress
Cress
bini
Venting Will I ever love myself?
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7
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494
greebo6
G
666razorblade
Venting i am a horrible burden
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2
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450
AlouA
A
EternalShore
Venting "Not Reaching Out"
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1
Views
321
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
sundown12
Venting punished by the universe for existing
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39
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3K
sundown12
sundown12
dizzdesi
Is it worth it to get a subscription to PPeH?
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9
Views
486
Tesha
Tesha
Liru2002
SN hospital
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2
Views
458
Deleted member 65988
D
リンさん
Venting I will probably never have the life that I want, and there’s nothing I can *realistically* do about it
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3
Views
428
rosenwasser
rosenwasser
rellek
CTB help
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1
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365
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
immrw
is there something i can take before surgery that when combined with anesthesia will kill me?
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11
Views
747
Rev346
Rev346
fenderjazzmaster
Help Best ctb methods in Ukraine?
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4
Views
521
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Tionally
I don't remember how to be myself at this point
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1
Views
279
voyager
voyager
Lookoutbelow
Calling all jumpers
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19
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2K
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
just_erika
It might be time to go soon. (1-2 years)
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2
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323
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
How do prisoners do "it" with shoe laces?
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7
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Some place nice
My dads work
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0
Views
291
Some place nice
Some place nice
N
Like almost always when I think I have read the worst abuse and extreme pain situations on here there is a new story to be told...
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2
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323
Cage
Cage
Meditation guide
Venting Two terrifying nightmares back to back!
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11
Views
527
moondazed
moondazed
M
Method back pack with rocks and enter the ocean
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0
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497
moenora
M
Cryptonite
Help Is 200mg Percocet (Oxycodone) enough to kill me?
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45
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3K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
d4zaidead
indecision and desperation
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4
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333
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
f1lth
guilt
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9
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771
f1lth
f1lth
K
Dying together, whose down?
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17
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1K
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
L
I'm not giving up.
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9
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506
voyager
voyager
WAITING TO DIE
Euthanasia discrimination.
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5
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502
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Bioforever12
Help Ways to kill yourself in Canada?
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0
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406
Bioforever12
Bioforever12
gonegirl1
can't be alone in the house
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7
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468
dizzdesi
dizzdesi
C
Please review my preparations (ctb in 4 days)
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9
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1K
DepressedChemMajor
D
highjumping
Venting It will never get better
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5
Views
397
manuel1056x
M
bpdiskillingme
Venting Life = shit
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2
Views
377
manuel1056x
M
kunikuzushi
I'm pathetic and moving closer to death
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5
Views
380
Some place nice
Some place nice
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