• New TOR Mirror: suicidffbey666ur5gspccbcw2zc7yoat34wbybqa3boei6bysflbvqd.onion

  • Hey Guest,

    If you want to donate, we have a thread with updated donation options here at this link: About Donations

obei

obei

This is the only place where you can say “kys”
Aug 4, 2023
247
Ngl the only thing aside from my family being devestated that keeps me from ctbing is art.
I struggle with an eating disorder as well, and having art as a healthier way to have control is really important to me.
You can literally do anything when doing art; clothe someone differently than in reference, put a character in any position, have them make any face you want them to have.
I feel like this can be very healthy for a lot of you guys. You dont have to draw good or anything, just have your imagination do everything. It is really the only thing that I have rn that is going for me.
Anyways, here is a few artworks of mine ❤️
 

Attachments

  • 48118CBE-7734-41F1-875D-36DD25083E5C.jpeg
    48118CBE-7734-41F1-875D-36DD25083E5C.jpeg
    1.8 MB · Views: 0
  • 61BD61FE-15E3-403A-96D4-E7AF545B9119.jpeg
    61BD61FE-15E3-403A-96D4-E7AF545B9119.jpeg
    1.1 MB · Views: 0
  • 5DC527A7-B990-442A-8459-4AE2ED1DEF78.jpeg
    5DC527A7-B990-442A-8459-4AE2ED1DEF78.jpeg
    322.7 KB · Views: 0
prone2fury

prone2fury

i have pretty hair
Feb 4, 2023
30
they're fantastic! awesome job : )
whenever i try doing art i just get upset that it goes poorly in the first few minutes and give up
 
Darkover

Darkover

Illuminated
Jul 29, 2021
3,746
yeap there pretty good
i like programming

C:
constant byte_width =640,byte_height=480, byte_depth=64

sequence byte_array
byte_array={}
--x,y,z

function distance3d(integer x1, integer y1, integer z1, integer x2, integer y2, integer z2)
 integer x3,y3,z3
 x3 = power(x1 - x2, 2)
 y3 = power(y1 - y2, 2)
 z3 = power(z1 - z2, 2)

 return sqrt(x3 + y3 + z3 )
end function


for i=1 to byte_depth do
  byte_array=append(byte_array, repeat(repeat(0,byte_width),byte_height) )
end for

for z=1 to byte_depth do
--byte_array=append(byte_array,{})
for y=1 to byte_height do
  for x=1 to byte_width do

  end for
end for
end for


procedure sphere(integer center_x, integer center_y, integer center_z, integer dist, atom colour)
atom dd

  for x=1 to byte_width do
    for y=1 to byte_height do
      for z=1 to byte_depth do
        dd=distance3d(x,y,z ,center_x,center_y,center_z)
        if dd<dist then
          byte_array[z][x][y]=colour
        end if
      end for
    end for
  end for
end procedure

procedure cube(integer start_x, integer start_y, integer start_z, integer size, atom colour)

  for x=start_x to start_x+size do
    for y=start_y to start_y+size do
      for z=start_z to start_z+size do
          byte_array[z][x][y]=colour
      end for
    end for
  end for
end procedure

--sphere(320,240,24, 24, rgb(255,0,0))

--sphere(320,340,32, 32, rgb(255,255,0))

--sphere(120,140,16, 16, rgb(255,0,255))

--sphere(32,32,32, 32, rgb(0,255,0))

--sphere(280,180,32, 32, rgb(0,0,255))

--cube(320,240,1, 32 , rgb(0,0,255) )


function rgbs(atom rgb)
    return ( {and_bits(#000000FF, rgb),
              and_bits(#0000FF00, rgb) / #100,
              and_bits(#00FF0000, rgb) / #10000 } )
end function

sequence screen_pixels
screen_pixels=repeat(repeat({0,0,0},byte_width),byte_height)

integer light_x,light_y,light_z
light_x=320
light_y=240
light_z=-32


integer surface_x,surface_y,surface_z
atom length1
surface_x=0
surface_y=0
surface_z=-1

length1=sqrt(0 + 0 + surface_z*surface_z )
surface_x=surface_x/length1
surface_y=surface_y/length1
surface_z=surface_z/length1

sequence dib,temp
dib = newDib(byte_width, byte_height)

atom lightness,lightness2,vx,vy,vz,ttt
ttt=time()

sequence active_pixels
active_pixels={}

  for x=1 to byte_width-1 do
    for y=1 to byte_height-1 do
       for z=1 to byte_depth do

         if byte_array[z][y][x]!=0 then

           active_pixels=append(active_pixels,{x,y,z})
           vx= light_x-x
           vy= light_y-y
           vz= light_z-z

           length1=sqrt(vx*vx + vy*vy + vz*vz )

           if length1!=0 then
             vx= vx/length1
             vy= vy/length1
             vz= vz/length1
             lightness=(vx*surface_x) + (vy*surface_y) + (vz*surface_z)
           end if

           --screen_pixels[x][y]={255 * ((1/byte_depth)* (byte_depth-z)) ,0,0}
           --screen_pixels[x][y]={255 *lightness ,0,0}
           temp=rgbs(byte_array[z][y][x])

           temp*=lightness

           screen_pixels[x][y]=temp--rgbs(byte_array[z][y][x]*lightness)

           fastPutDibPixel( dib, y,  x,  screen_pixels[x][y] )

           exit
         end if
       end for
    end for
  end for
 

Attachments

  • 26165372_152910255485741_7271512930422464507_n_152910255485741.jpg
    26165372_152910255485741_7271512930422464507_n_152910255485741.jpg
    19.3 KB · Views: 0
  • 26165512_152910195485747_6240302756972760403_n_152910195485747.jpg
    26165512_152910195485747_6240302756972760403_n_152910195485747.jpg
    10.7 KB · Views: 0
  • 26166408_152910242152409_7809621935845654091_n_152910242152409.jpg
    26166408_152910242152409_7809621935845654091_n_152910242152409.jpg
    20.5 KB · Views: 0
  • 273837066_1118071105636313_8280856588615023368_n_1118071145636309.jpg
    273837066_1118071105636313_8280856588615023368_n_1118071145636309.jpg
    11.4 KB · Views: 0
kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
303
Ngl the only thing aside from my family being devestated that keeps me from ctbing is art.
I struggle with an eating disorder as well, and having art as a healthier way to have control is really important to me.
You can literally do anything when doing art; clothe someone differently than in reference, put a character in any position, have them make any face you want them to have.
I feel like this can be very healthy for a lot of you guys. You dont have to draw good or anything, just have your imagination do everything. It is really the only thing that I have rn that is going for me.
Anyways, here is a few artworks of mine ❤️
Dude your artwork is hella amazing!!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I feel the same way about art. It's so amazing to get lost in a piece for hours as everything melts away, I also love how you can do anything with art. I'm very passionate about it and it's so cool to see someone who feels the same way :D
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower
obei

obei

This is the only place where you can say “kys”
Aug 4, 2023
247
Dude your artwork is hella amazing!!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I feel the same way about art. It's so amazing to get lost in a piece for hours as everything melts away, I also love how you can do anything with art. I'm very passionate about it and it's so cool to see someone who feels the same way :D
Lets share art in dms if you want :)
I wish hitler would have just stuck to art… 🤪
Lmfaooo
 
Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

Life is a mirror, but "whose" mirror?
Mar 23, 2023
536
whenever i try doing art i just get upset that it goes poorly in the first few minutes and give up

These tips could help your creativity to better path:

1: Work in comfy, recourful and innovative environment.

2: Try to set on flow state.*

3: Practice, learn, and you will eventually get better- more skilled and creative.

&: Keep a record. Some journaling while drawing could help you analyze and bring up ideas.

*: Music, suplements, substances, ect...
 
kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
303
Lets share art in dms if you want :)

Lmfaooo
Sorry for the late reply, yeah that would be great!!! I would love to see more of your work :] although mine is mostly in anime style I hope that's okay lol :> I love the fluttershy pfp btw!! 🦋🦋🦋
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: obei
Zany

Zany

scaredy-cat
Jan 31, 2024
36
Having some kind of occupation that keeps you alive in a way, I think is recognizable for a lot of people. I like drawing and 3d-modelling a lot, you can just get lost for hours doodling about or getting frustrated over why something isn't working. It's a nice change of paste from worrying about your existance or chasing deadlines that don't really matter. I must say tho, your drawing skills are far beyond mine, that alexander portrait looks amazing
 
M

Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
1,363
Art is a great way to express feelings. It is therapy. But I often am to depressed to do anything, although I have a creative vein. Your work looks very nice.
whenever i try doing art i just get upset that it goes poorly in the first few minutes and give up
I can relate very much. It took me years to bring this voice inside my head to shut up.
 

Similar threads

maidens
Replies
6
Views
193
Suicide Discussion
yearsoflonliness
yearsoflonliness
FERAL_FRENZY
Replies
9
Views
239
Offtopic
soulkitty
soulkitty
turbomightbegone
Replies
0
Views
88
Suicide Discussion
turbomightbegone
turbomightbegone
goodoldnoname923
Replies
13
Views
288
Suicide Discussion
alltoomuch2
A
LemonadeArc
Replies
0
Views
51
Suicide Discussion
LemonadeArc
LemonadeArc