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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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I’m so fucked but I hate suicide/death so much.
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Abandoned Character
Manic episode
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bellinda
bellinda
SmollMushroom
Story Okay I had this dream
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0
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554
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
wasteandvoid
Mental breakdown haha
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874
JKFleck
JKFleck
Square251
Help Recovery stories.
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731
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Which things help you to survive on bad days?
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2
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554
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ToniFoxGirl!!
Roadblocks in recovery
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8
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667
ToniFoxGirl!!
ToniFoxGirl!!
protector_iorek
Lets comfort each other.
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3
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530
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
Cheesecake
life is very nice actually
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762
Cheesecake
Cheesecake
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0
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523
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Busridin'26
0xdobalina
Please, can someone inspire me - have you rebuilt a life after losing everything?
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3
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568
Tesha
Tesha
dwindlingfirst
Mods, can you delete my account?
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3
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antilife
Being in psych ward
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4
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651
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I’d like to stop using suicidal thoughts as a coping mechanism
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2
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567
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
viljalauss
how honest can i be with my gp? (uk)
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7
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759
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Jamesun
Is there any way
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8
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747
Jamesun
Jamesun
redpaint
Help need advice
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5
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917
redpaint
redpaint
purple417
self care advice
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5
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577
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SmollMushroom
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Story Visiting a larger city has filled me with hope
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985
ThatStateOfMind
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dazed_dreamer
How Do I Get Better (US)
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1
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517
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
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Relapsed to self-harm, but it's helping me deal with the heavy suicidal thoughts
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2
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501
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
nonie
Any other emetophobes here?
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7
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1K
ClownWorld2023
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etherealgoddess
I've recovered from depression by myself. Ask me questions.
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57
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5K
Cute_&_Loving
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EternalShore
The most surreal thing
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4
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583
Cute_&_Loving
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wannabeasuperhero
Story Impulsive self-improvement
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1
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623
carac
carac
SketchedOut
Story here goes nothing
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4
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660
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SmollMushroom
Discussion Taking a step back
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9
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898
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
FilthyFlint
A little vent I attempted on the exams coming up (Creative writing helps me away from ctb thoughts, atleast for a bit)
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2
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831
Gleysson
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rustacean
we did it
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3
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538
Gleysson
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tiredplant777
Trying to recover, but can you recover without community/close relationships?
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5
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1K
tiredplant777
tiredplant777
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Help How do I find the motivation to just keep going?
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2
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660
Done_Surviving
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3FormsofUnhappiness
Help Any tips for being in school while having mental disorders and suicidal ideation?
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10
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1K
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BojackHorseman
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Trans, got what I wanted, but still feeling horrible
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puella
puella
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Help therapeutic use of lsd
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5
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666
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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Jobs that don't require college?
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30
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3K
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real human being
puella
Story My Introduction and Goals
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915
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Is there any hospitals that are actually good
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3
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715
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colormesuprised
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your reasons not to kill yourself
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colormesuprised
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Fuck… I don’t want to die
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10
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immrw
starting to feel like i might not be able to keep myself safe anymore
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4
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773
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AllCatsAreGrey
How do you define "recovery"?
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0
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521
AllCatsAreGrey
AllCatsAreGrey
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so hard to get help
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2
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485
puella
puella
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Help Not sure how to feel.
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10
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1K
DragonWingsOnFire
DragonWingsOnFire
tired0zymandias
Help Need help to recover from my suicidal plan
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13
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1K
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BojackHorseman
barelyrussian
Help Has anyone heard of "vagus nerve stimulation"?
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1K
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BojackHorseman
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Soul retrieval?? Any one tried? Any results??
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4
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742
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Meditation guide
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Do You Have Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder?
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11
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766
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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i wish i could pause time
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1
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472
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puella
Ate Something
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11
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dyn00ss
dyn00ss
platypusfan
How to study when you want to die?
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10
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1K
platypusfan
platypusfan
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