SN today - opinions pls

[MariV]

So my idea is taking meto when i wake up, in the evening and 3x at night.
Also 1 hour before SN, taking 1 crushed morphine tablet.
And then at 00.00 the SN.

Maybe more morphine? i have ulcers and always get pain after eating (unless i take morphine). but ive never taken more than 1 pill.

i would appreciate your opinions

I know its not good but i need to do it now before im completely disabled. its sadly a now or never thing

 

[SunnyDaze]

If you're used to taking one pill of morphine, why not take one or two extra on your way out? I'm sure you'll feel wonderful in your last moments.

also wanted to add that I'm sorry life has brought you to this point hugs.

 

[voidman]

It's probably an okay plan. I would say the most important thing is timing the final dose of meto for around 45 minutes before taking SN. I'm sorry it has come to this for you, but you if you decide to do it then I wish you peace.

 

[Lilacmoon]

I don't know much about SN, I'm just here to wish you luck and peace. You deserved better than to be in this spot.

 

[MariV]

If you're used to taking one pill of morphine, why not take one or two extra on your way out? I'm sure you'll feel wonderful in your last moments.

also wanted to add that I'm sorry life has brought you to this point hugs.

well im afraid i guess...with only one extended release i feel alrdy pretty dizzy. crushing it will be even stronger. its 30mg. today waz my first time. the wwhole box is full

 

[LastRide]

Sorry I won't be much help about the SN plan...not my method so never looked into it...I just feel so sorry for you since you seem to be suffering so much (disabled? Morphine? Sounds like a lot of pain to have to stand every day? I know the feeling...). I hope that you'll find a way to end your suffering and pain soon...take care friend !

 

[Silver]

With taking more than one morphine tablet, could it make you fall asleep before you take the SN?

I wonder if you could take one whole morphine tablet an hour before the SN, then take a crushed morphine tablet near the time of drinking the SN.

 

[Ghost2211]

As far as morphine it really depends on your tolerance. I would discourage taking so much that you get too drowsy and can't think or measure properly. I'm sorry you're dealing with this.

 

[MariV]

thank you very much all. really. i wish ppl like you were the norm and not the exception.
my mother hsays she will leave home and have a walk to let me ctb at home. im sooo sorry for her. how i wish things were different. but she says she doesnt want me to suffer and i do, a lot

 

[SunnyDaze]

How long until you take the SN? Will you keep us updated?

 

[Ghost2211]

How are you doing friend? You still here?

 

[canihavepeaceforonce]

Hey are you still here? if not I hope you're in peace my friend

 

[MariV]

just woke up and discussing withbmy mother when is she leaving

 

[sadworld]

just woke up and discussing withbmy mother when is she leaving

Good luck and safe travels I wish you a fast and peaceful exit.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

So my idea is taking meto when i wake up, in the evening and 3x at night.
Also 1 hour before SN, taking 1 crushed morphine tablet.
And then at 00.00 the SN.

Maybe more morphine? i have ulcers and always get pain after eating (unless i take morphine). but ive never taken more than 1 pill.

i would appreciate your opinions

I know its not good but i need to do it now before im completely disabled. its sadly a now or never thing

Will too much morphine make you sleepy? I am sorry you are suffering, I hope you will find peace.

 

[MariV]

nah...impossible, im so frustrated. she is going to the hospital to ask if theyll put me in a morphine pump cause she doesnt like the idea of me poisoning myself at home with some powder. im so frustrated...was too good to be true.
whatever...ill upload with new info. thx a lot everybody. now at least i have everything ready, that makes me feel better

 

[I screwed up]

@MariV ur plan seems OK ... Infact I m very envious of u for having the means to ctb. Wish I had everything I needed I would have joined you ... I can't take this life any more .... Everyday seems to make it worse. Hope u find peace my good friend.

 

[MariV]

@MariV ur plan seems OK ... Infact I m very envious of u for having the means to ctb. Wish I had everything I needed I would have joined you ... I can't take this life any more .... Everyday seems to make it worse. Hope u find peace my good friend.

it used to be like that for me aswell. and suddenly i have SN, morphine and mb also N soon. be patient, things will come