Story byebye thread [SN]

[davidtorez]

I am actually so worried about this person. Its 1:34am, but I don't think I will be able to sleep. Just gonna keep refreshing this and hoping for an update

Same bro! And I gotta get up in the morning to help my brother move house , especially with my insomnia I'll never be sleeping this morning, not even my usual 4 hour sleep

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I am actually so worried about this person. Its 1:34am, but I don't think I will be able to sleep. Just gonna keep refreshing this and hoping for an update

I'm very worried as well, just really wishing she was able to call for help and that she is being treated right now

 

[Unknown21]

This is what I hate about SN. It gives you time to regret it because losing consciousness is relatively slow. Goodbye, beautiful angel.

 

[davidtorez]

Can you get long term damage from SN? I hope it's either a dead or alive scenario . Seriously I'd hate to hear she's in a worst off position.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Can you get long term damage from SN? I hope it's either a dead or alive scenario . Seriously I'd hate to hear she's in a worst off position.

That has been discussed many times with no final conclusion. The earlier you are rescued and the earlier the antidote is administered the better it is. Imo there can be long term issues, it's a poison.

 

[Unknown21]

Can you get long term damage from SN? I hope it's either a dead or alive scenario . Seriously I'd hate to hear she's in a worst off position.

Theoretically, it is possible since it causes hypoxia in the entire body, but there are no reports of cases of severe injuries from failed attempts with it.

If she had been able to seek help immediately after she felt remorse and provided adequate information for the emergency, I think her survival would have been certain without any problems or long-term damage.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

I hope she's okay in whatever way she feels is right for her.

 

[davidtorez]

That has been discussed many times with no final conclusion. The earlier you are rescued and the earlier the antidote is administered the better it is. Imo there can be long term issues, it's a poison.

I'm asking because I know with N you can end up with brain damage if you're rescued before you pass away, so I wondered if SN would be something similar

Theoretically, it is possible since it causes hypoxia in the entire body, but there are no reports of cases of severe injuries from failed attempts with it.

That's good to know

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I hope she doesn't get any long term damage if she was rescued. Good to know there aren't any reports...

 

[CocoToxBase]

I've just woke up and reading this shed a tear. I hope she's either at peace or called for help. That's the shit part about SN is that it gives you time to panic and call for help.

 

[Evolution9]

Please dont get scared of the" hard to breathe part",wasnt suffocating just probably hyperventilation.She /he was really agitated even before taking the sn + doesnt seem to have any benzo to calm down.Sn wont suffocate you but if you are not ready to go it will be really bad for some

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm asking because I know with N you can end up with brain damage if you're rescued before you pass away, so I wondered if SN would be something similar

N leads to respiratory arrest = lack of oxygen, SN leads to lack of oxygen due to methhemoglobin. We can be kept alive with very little oxygen that is enough to prevent severe brain damage (e.g. when a person is unconscious and doesn't breath there is chest compression and mouth to mouth resuscitation (first aid) and that can rescue lives) so in the end it's about the remaining level of oxygen that leads to brain damage. This is not a medical advice.

OP sorry we derailing your thread a bit.

 

[NSA]

She mentioned her dad seeing her go outside. Bad if she didn't want to potentially be interrupted, but maybe good, in this case.

Assuming her regret was for the attempt and not just having it come to this in general

 

[bunny_brownie9]

She mentioned her dad seeing her go outside. Bad if she didn't want to potentially be interrupted, but maybe good, in this case.

Assuming her regret was for the attempt and not just having it come to this in general

potentially could've even contacted him as she said that it was near where she lives.

I really feel for OP and can't even imagine how they felt in that moment.

 

[Dark Window]

In regards to SN causing long term damage, it's not likely which is what gives some people comfort in using this method because other methods come with life threatening injuries.

 

[Chronosphere]

It's a sad thread, but it's still kinda inspiring.
I hope she will find peace.

 

[Redleaf1992]

Oh I really hope everything turned out ok for her, feel like shit. Everytime I spoke to her she seemed so kind.

 

[haibane]

Rest in peace, i hope it wasn't too uncomfortable

 

[iloverachel]

Not sure if she's gone
Rest in peace
Or get well soon if she was saved

 

[Jiyuurakka]

Here's hoping that the bird flew safely to the other side of the sky, where dreams really do come true.

 

[J&L383]

 

[rotciv]

When a person feels intoxicated/sick, SI usually comes to the surface when the person's insides are not at peace or 100% resolved with the choice, for my experience. Rest in peace

 

[Christopher Reeve]

I wish I could have found this sooner...
I respect her decision, I hope her regret is because of instinct, reading everything made me cry. I hope her decision has freed her from her suffering.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I wonder how this thread somehow has way more traction than the other goodbye threads. How intriguing. Nonetheless, I hope they got the peace they wanted now

 

[woodlandcreature]

Thinking about you ~ hope you're at peace <3

 

[watereyes]

please watch over me from the sky

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Keep thinking about you lying down next to the plastic cups... I wish you could respond @2ndme ...

 

[LunarLight]

Been thinking about you for hours. I wish you the best.

 

[Have_a_nice_Life]

According to her report she took SN at 3:59 pm and started panicking at 4:03 pm. It takes an average of 10 minutes to fall unconscious with SN so it's likely that he/she called for help.

According to her report she took SN at 3:59 pm and started panicking at 4:03 pm. It takes an average of 10 minutes to fall unconscious with SN so it's likely that he/she called for help.

Also i think it's normal to feel regretful to an extent. It's SI, i personally don't think we can ever be truly ready for ctb.

Whatever happened of course i hope he/she called for help. In her last messages she seemed coherent. If you've followed some others SN threads you know that people write in an unintellible way at the end. This user write with a translator so had the time to formulate a coherent sentence then translate it then send it.
It seems like he/she was in a good state to call for help even after her/his last message.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

According to her report she took SN at 3:59 pm and started panicking at 4:03 pm. It takes an average of 10 minutes to fall unconscious with SN so it's likely that he/she called for help.

Also i think it's normal to feel regretful to an extent. It's SI, i personally don't think we can ever be truly ready for ctb.

I agree. Most of us are wired for survival, even if we don't want to. It's an autonomous reaction, just like other anxieties and we certainly don't want those either.

She mentioned earlier that she was afraid that she'd regret it and call for help so hopefully what ended up happening was what she truly wanted. If it was her CTB, it's heartbreaking but at least she'll find peace. If it's wasn't, I genuinely hope her situation improves.