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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
548
OPs profile said she hasn't been on in 28 minutes. So unless they called for help/were found during the attempt, they're probably dead now.
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
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I am actually so worried about this person. Its 1:34am, but I don't think I will be able to sleep. Just gonna keep refreshing this and hoping for an update
 
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davidtorez

Arcanist
Mar 8, 2024
410
I am actually so worried about this person. Its 1:34am, but I don't think I will be able to sleep. Just gonna keep refreshing this and hoping for an update
Same bro! And I gotta get up in the morning to help my brother move house , especially with my insomnia I'll never be sleeping this morning, not even my usual 4 hour sleep
 
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ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
681
I am actually so worried about this person. Its 1:34am, but I don't think I will be able to sleep. Just gonna keep refreshing this and hoping for an update
I'm very worried as well, just really wishing she was able to call for help and that she is being treated right now šŸ˜¢
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
874
This is what I hate about SN. It gives you time to regret it because losing consciousness is relatively slow. Goodbye, beautiful angel.
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Arcanist
Mar 8, 2024
410
Can you get long term damage from SN? I hope it's either a dead or alive scenario . Seriously I'd hate to hear she's in a worst off position.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Can you get long term damage from SN? I hope it's either a dead or alive scenario . Seriously I'd hate to hear she's in a worst off position.
That has been discussed many times with no final conclusion. The earlier you are rescued and the earlier the antidote is administered the better it is. Imo there can be long term issues, it's a poison.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
874
Can you get long term damage from SN? I hope it's either a dead or alive scenario . Seriously I'd hate to hear she's in a worst off position.
Theoretically, it is possible since it causes hypoxia in the entire body, but there are no reports of cases of severe injuries from failed attempts with it.

If she had been able to seek help immediately after she felt remorse and provided adequate information for the emergency, I think her survival would have been certain without any problems or long-term damage.
 
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sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Experienced
Dec 14, 2023
278
I hope she's okay in whatever way she feels is right for her.
 
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davidtorez

Arcanist
Mar 8, 2024
410
That has been discussed many times with no final conclusion. The earlier you are rescued and the earlier the antidote is administered the better it is. Imo there can be long term issues, it's a poison.
I'm asking because I know with N you can end up with brain damage if you're rescued before you pass away, so I wondered if SN would be something similar
Theoretically, it is possible since it causes hypoxia in the entire body, but there are no reports of cases of severe injuries from failed attempts with it.
That's good to know
 
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ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
681
I hope she doesn't get any long term damage if she was rescued. Good to know there aren't any reports...
 
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CocoToxBase

Experienced
Jan 8, 2024
280
I've just woke up and reading this shed a tear. I hope she's either at peace or called for help. That's the shit part about SN is that it gives you time to panic and call for help.
 
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Evolution9

Member
Mar 25, 2024
50
Please dont get scared of the" hard to breathe part",wasnt suffocating just probably hyperventilation.She /he was really agitated even before taking the sn + doesnt seem to have any benzo to calm down.Sn wont suffocate you but if you are not ready to go it will be really bad for some
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,097
I'm asking because I know with N you can end up with brain damage if you're rescued before you pass away, so I wondered if SN would be something similar
N leads to respiratory arrest = lack of oxygen, SN leads to lack of oxygen due to methhemoglobin. We can be kept alive with very little oxygen that is enough to prevent severe brain damage (e.g. when a person is unconscious and doesn't breath there is chest compression and mouth to mouth resuscitation (first aid) and that can rescue lives) so in the end it's about the remaining level of oxygen that leads to brain damage. This is not a medical advice.

OP sorry we derailing your thread a bit.
 
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NSA

NSA

Your friendly neighborhood agent
Feb 21, 2022
262
She mentioned her dad seeing her go outside. Bad if she didn't want to potentially be interrupted, but maybe good, in this case.

Assuming her regret was for the attempt and not just having it come to this in general
 
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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
166
She mentioned her dad seeing her go outside. Bad if she didn't want to potentially be interrupted, but maybe good, in this case.

Assuming her regret was for the attempt and not just having it come to this in general
potentially could've even contacted him as she said that it was near where she lives.

I really feel for OP and can't even imagine how they felt in that moment.
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
548
In regards to SN causing long term damage, it's not likely which is what gives some people comfort in using this method because other methods come with life threatening injuries.
 
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Chronosphere

Chronosphere

Student
Jan 17, 2024
141
It's a sad thread, but it's still kinda inspiring.
I hope she will find peace.
 
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Redleaf1992

Redleaf1992

Just leave us the f*ck alone!
Feb 3, 2024
168
Oh I really hope everything turned out ok for her, feel like shit. Everytime I spoke to her she seemed so kind.
 
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haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
258
Rest in peace, i hope it wasn't too uncomfortable
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,201
Not sure if she's gone
Rest in peace
Or get well soon if she was saved
 
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Jiyuurakka

Jiyuurakka

Discontinued Existence
Mar 22, 2024
126
Here's hoping that the bird flew safely to the other side of the sky, where dreams really do come true.
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
530
When a person feels intoxicated/sick, SI usually comes to the surface when the person's insides are not at peace or 100% resolved with the choice, for my experience. Rest in peace
 
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Christopher Reeve

Christopher Reeve

Ein wunderschƶner Baum um sich zu erhƤngen
Mar 27, 2024
74
I wish I could have found this sooner...
I respect her decision, I hope her regret is because of instinct, reading everything made me cry. I hope her decision has freed her from her suffering.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,654
I wonder how this thread somehow has way more traction than the other goodbye threads. How intriguing. Nonetheless, I hope they got the peace they wanted now
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired.
Apr 3, 2024
3
Thinking about you ~ hope you're at peace <3
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
736
please watch over me from the sky :heart:
 
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ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
681
Keep thinking about you lying down next to the plastic cups... I wish you could respond @2ndme ...
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
688
Been thinking about you for hours. I wish you the best. :heart:
 
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