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cyberlordsumit

Absolution
Aug 12, 2020
202
@LetzteAusfahrt Your Detailed minute by minute observed CTB is really insightful
.I can't thank you enough. I'm coming soon buddy...
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
738
God bless this dude @LetzteAusfahrt x
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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So I wonder now if the live streaming continues on so people can keep an eye on him and see when he is found?
 
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AMG44

Member
Sep 12, 2020
49
Thank you friend for your contribution to this community. Wishing you peace now
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
738
This would be a terrible thing to happen. Is it common?
No.

It never happens.

If you ingest SN and keep it down you will die.

Let him rest in peace.
 
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cantbe

Member
Aug 4, 2020
37
Maybe it happened so fast because it was 25g which is a lot. i don't know his weight. But a second after losing consciousness there can be no pain imo. From what you all said i gather : after 5 minutes losing consciousness after ingesting 25 grams SN. Just going along also with his wishes to give back information to SS and SS members. And Yes any analysis will help me and any one contemplating suicide.

98kg
 
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Chupacabra 44

Chupacabra 44

If boredom were a CTB method, I would be long gone
Sep 13, 2020
710
I've grateful to have had the opportunity to chat with you over the past numerous days, Dani. You brought a fresh perspective with your approach. I believe that your outlook towards CTB was incredibly brave and deeply philosophical.

RIP my brother.
 
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TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
I've grateful to have had the opportunity to chat with you over the past numerous days, Dani. You brought a fresh perspective with your approach. I believe that your outlook towards CTB was incredibly brave and deeply philosophical.

RIP my brother.
Philosophical - that's the word I was looking for.
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
169
I didn't watch the livestream. I just hope he went peacefully.
 
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nitroautnz

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Sep 11, 2020
361
So I wonder now if the live streaming continues on so people can keep an eye on him and see when he is found?
No it was stop maybe 20 or 30 min after he seem to have stop breathing.
Probably the person that help him set up everything. It could have been done remotely.
 
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TheSomebody

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Sep 28, 2020
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You were one of the first people I came to talk on this site and although we never met, I saw you so often that I started to fell like you were someone close to me. I will miss you. Have a good journey, Dani.
 
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Cant Maintain

Cant Maintain

Garbage Fire
Aug 21, 2020
147
I'm glad your transition seemed at least somewhat peaceful
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
No it was stop maybe 20 or 30 min after he seem to have stop breathing.
So you could watch for another 20 or 30 minutes, that's good, to make sure I mean. Maybe the battery died. Kind of odd it would turn off by itself.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
So you could watch for another 20 or 30 minutes, that's good, to make sure I mean. Maybe the battery died. Kind of odd it would turn off by itself.
I don't think you realize the impact watching that has .. the person who initiated it could be the one who shut it down... i wouldn't want to be still connected to that as his body is discovered .. regardless of laws in his country.
it's pretty guaranteed he's gone.

This is horrible
 
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BlackCatTalk

StrayCat
Apr 28, 2019
198
Have a good trip, I hope to see you soon in infinity.

For blue blue skies!
 
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AJ95

24/7 sylvia plath
Sep 3, 2020
478
I hope you find the peace you were denied here on earth :heart:

This site won't be the same without you, you will be missed :hug:
 
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Greenberg

Greenberg

nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
Jun 28, 2020
1,063
Let us all observe a moment of silence in remembrance of our dear friend @LetzteAusfahrt. May he live on in our hearts! RIP.
 
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AvaAdore

AvaAdore

When will it be?
Jul 20, 2020
159
Does anyone know the reasons he had for ctb? I never had the chance to ask him myself.
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
Does anyone know the reasons he had for ctb? I never had the chance to ask him myself.
If you go to his profile and click on the 'about' section, he wrote a bit of information about himself.
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
169
By Herman Hesse - "Steps" (Original german title "Stufen")

As every blossom fades
and all youth sinks into old age,
so every life's design, each flower of wisdom,
attains its prime and cannot last forever.
The heart must submit itself courageously
to life's call without a hint of grief,
A magic dwells in each beginning,
protecting us, telling us how to live.

High purposed we shall traverse realm on realm,
cleaving to none as to a home,
the world of spirit wishes not to fetter us
but raise us higher, step by step.
Scarce in some safe accustomed sphere of life
have we establish a house, then we grow lax;
only he who is ready to journey forth
can throw old habits off.

Maybe death's hour too will send us out new-born
towards undreamed-lands,
maybe life's call to us will never find an end
Courage my heart, take leave and fare thee well.
 
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HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
I hope you find peace. You'll be missed
 
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Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
I know it's what he was seeking, but it's hard to know he is gone now forever ;-;;-;
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
;-;
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,174
Sorry that you are leaving us. I wish you peace & love. You will be missed. :heart::heart::hug::hug:
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
reading those live updates hit hard....fuck
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
I've been scarce the last few days, so I'm so sorry to have missed the opportunity to wish you peace. Your contributions to this community have been significant and you will certainly be missed.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I know he was really anxious to be done with life.
 
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BeBraveBrother

Student
Sep 5, 2020
169
I know he was really anxious to be done with life.

Anxious in the sense of "eager" .He was calm about it - he said it was just like being about to take a bus.
 
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