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WornOutLife

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I'm watching you right now and you're barely breathing. Your contributions were amazing and I realized you're an incredible guy.
It's been a pleasure to meet you although we never really talked.
Hope you find peace!
Goodbye, pal.
 
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TheYounger

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Have a safe journey and I hope to join you soon.
 
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Trayus

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Can ayneone else on the livestream confirm if he stopped breathing?
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
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I was really hoping this was going to be peaceful and calm
The convulsing while trying to speak indicates he was conscious .. the breathing is worrisome.. was hoping to know if he felt suffocated but he couldn't speak. I don't want to feel suffocated.
Dizzy, nauseous, puking, sweating I can handle but feeling suffocated .. i was hoping he could tell us.

it's odd how some can speak for 15 mins and just say.. signing off now.
i wonder if the smoke affected anything?

very sad once again that his life came to this. RIP
 
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I was really hoping this was going to be peaceful and calm
The convulsing while trying to speak indicates he was conscious .. the breathing is worrisome.. was hoping to know if he felt suffocated but he couldn't speak. I don't want to feel suffocated.
Dizzy, nauseous, puking, sweating I can handle but feeling suffocated .. i was hoping he could tell us.

it's odd how some can speak for 15 mins and just say.. signing off now.
i wonder if the smoke affected anything?

very sad once again that his life came to this. RIP
He only takes SN too, no other drugs that are recommended.

Can ayneone else on the livestream confirm if he stopped breathing?

he seem to have stop breathing yes
 
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TheQ22

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I was really hoping this was going to be peaceful and calm
The convulsing while trying to speak indicates he was conscious .. the breathing is worrisome.. was hoping to know if he felt suffocated but he couldn't speak. I don't want to feel suffocated.
Dizzy, nauseous, puking, sweating I can handle but feeling suffocated .. i was going he could tell us.

it's odd how some can speak for 15 mins and just say.. signing off now.
i wonder if the smoke affected anything?

very sad once again that his life came to this. RIP
I would imagine that by the time you've collapsed you're not aware of what's going on any more.

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What was his mood like before he did this? Was he calm and collected?

I'm still finding it hard to fix in my mind how matter of fact and straightforward he seemed to see it all.
 
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Trayus

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23:18 no movement at all, we think he is at peace now
 
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Forgotten

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Aug 19, 2020
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I hope it's like being blackout drunk and he didn't even know what was happening by the time he was convusling and trying to talk.

I'm very sad about this.

Same. When I read " tried to say something, body is convulsing" I started pacing around the room in worry that he might be feeling some form of discomfort. Hopefully he was out of it and it was peaceful...
 
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Aug 8, 2020
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I think he stopped breathing around the original time given (10 past). His breathing was really slow by then.

Shit, it happened so fast, him losing consciousness.
 
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He as never wanted to go peacefully, he always wanted to feel death coming to take him. That why he use SN without other drugs over exit bag.
 
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Aug 12, 2019
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I think he stopped breathing around the original time given (10 past). His breathing was really slow by then.

Shit, it happened so fast, him losing consciousness.
Maybe it happened so fast because it was 25g which is a lot. i don't know his weight. But a second after losing consciousness there can be no pain imo. From what you all said i gather : after 5 minutes losing consciousness after ingesting 25 grams SN. Just going along also with his wishes to give back information to SS and SS members. And Yes any analysis will help me and any one contemplating suicide.
 
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Infinite Conscious

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Aug 18, 2020
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So, it takes 25-30 minutes to stop breathing... while losing consciousness after 5 minutes.

How did all those people get to the hospital and have enough time to have administered methylene blue?
 
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TheQ22

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So, it takes 25-30 minutes to stop breathing... while losing consciousness after 5 minutes.

How did all those people get to the hospital and have enough time to have administered methylene blue?
I don't think it's the same for everyone. Depends if you fast long enough, metabolism, how much you take, the purity, how much you vomit, etc.

I need to go lie down now, to process this.

I'm saddened and still a bit shocked.
 
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rt1989526

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Aug 2, 2020
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That was fast. Surprised he didn't vomit much at all.

He is free.
 
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TripleA

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life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
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He didnt drink antiemetics only 600mg of ibuprofen is that right?
 
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sadworld

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Aug 25, 2020
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I guess it's lights out for him... rest in peace my friend :hug:
He didnt drink antiemetics only 600mg of ibuprofen is that right?
that's right
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
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So, it takes 25-30 minutes to stop breathing... while losing consciousness after 5 minutes.

How did all those people get to the hospital and have enough time to have administered methylene blue?
It's not the same for everyone. One documented 2 hours 44 mins. (Old, anorexic, took morphine) Another was 50 mins.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Wishing you all the love and peace. I will miss you! Pleasant journey and a infinte amount of love to you!!!!! My name is: Walter, I tell you this becasue you meant alot to me.
 
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Forgotten

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Aug 19, 2020
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So, it takes 25-30 minutes to stop breathing... while losing consciousness after 5 minutes.

How did all those people get to the hospital and have enough time to have administered methylene blue?

There are too many variables at play to make comparisons. Metabolism, height, weight, all can make a difference. If the person vomits before the body absorbs a proper amount of SN, it should give plenty of time for methylene blue.
I'm feeling pretty terrible right now, so I can't write properly, but you get the idea.
 
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Trayus

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All in all it seemed very fast and peaceful.
 
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OnlyTheWind

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Aug 29, 2020
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Goodbye friend. I hope that you are at eternal peace now, wherever that may be.
 
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aminend

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May 24, 2020
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From my heart I wish easy and peaceful journey to you. Because u deserve that.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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It does not sound to me like he suffered and is finally happy. Seeing the minute by minute description is gut wrenching for me but also much appreciated. He was brave and good. And tears are falling.
 
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Spitfire

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So, it takes 25-30 minutes to stop breathing... while losing consciousness after 5 minutes.

How did all those people get to the hospital and have enough time to have administered methylene blue?

Convulsions may give it away about something going on to a nearby person, who then calls emergency?

The person could ring emergency for themself sometime after drinking it?

It sounded like it was quick.
 
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Jan 18, 2020
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Bit late, but hope he had a smooth ride to the eternal Nothingness.
 
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Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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The person could ring emergency for themself sometime after drinking it?
Some don't pass out, or some do pass out and wake up a couple hours later in pain. Someone has posted a list of failures I was reading about. Most involved someone finding them and getting them to a hospital. I don't see how if someone stops breathing in 30 minutes, they could be taken to a hospital and revived. So there is some variation. A couple of people reported unbearable stomach pain, like a hot poker in his stomach and called for an ambulance. I assume the antacid is supposed to help with that.
 
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voidman

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emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
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I missed this thread, but I hope he found peace and didnt suffer at all. It seemed a very quick process.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

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I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I know that's what Dani wanted so desperately, but nonetheless it hurts like hell to realize he's gone now... R.I.P.
 
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