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Suicide Discussion

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deadbidaylight
Discussion Celebrity suicides and grief
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20
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2K
Apology
Apology
Reflection
Venting Running out of ways to cope
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0
Views
349
Reflection
Reflection
R
Traveling for N?
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2
Views
489
cpampaspt
C
depressed_kitten97
Venting I don’t know how much longer I can do this
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3
Views
774
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
BringMeToLife
Making subconscious decisions to make ctb easier
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0
Views
294
BringMeToLife
BringMeToLife
T
Venting I cant trust myself to get anything right
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0
Views
533
TutMirLeid
T
B
Venting Sleep.
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1
Views
605
Voidhollow
Voidhollow
DivineSpark
What drives people to SH?
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10
Views
537
Lxions
Lxions
B
Venting Why am I so sensitive?
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1
Views
669
Lost in a Dream
Lost in a Dream
Hecubaa
Worst rant ever
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0
Views
319
Hecubaa
Hecubaa
D
Is sn really so efficient ?
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16
Views
2K
DOHARDTHINGS24
D
CTB Dream
Venting pain
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2
Views
704
Praestat_Mori
P
melancholymoonjuice
Help What does mania feel like?
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7
Views
1K
happier than ever
H
_void
Story Despite all the hurt I've caused I still want to go...
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4
Views
860
_void
_void
Alexsei
DMC delivery timeframe
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6
Views
1K
grapevoid
grapevoid
g0ne1nthew1nd
Venting Need to lose 20lbs in 2 weeks
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10
Views
1K
theolivanderroach
theolivanderroach
G
Want to die, worried about impact on my children
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79
Views
6K
bhaloo
B
notmyusername
Discussion A rant and update, I suppose. Happy MAR10 day by the way...
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0
Views
633
notmyusername
notmyusername
P
Has anyone bought 200g of SN?
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5
Views
440
cooked825
C
brainwormz
Venting I'm an outcast
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0
Views
423
brainwormz
brainwormz
LunarEc
  • Poll
Discussion Question to people who'll CTB soon
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17
Views
1K
heliumcpap
H
LigottiSchopenhauer
I'm back here and I'm suicidal again
Replies
8
Views
891
LigottiSchopenhauer
LigottiSchopenhauer
O
Venting My breakup destroyed me
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15
Views
2K
23421
2
P
I am probably unemployable now
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6
Views
888
needthebus
needthebus
longlifetolive
Is anyone exited to ctb?
Replies
24
Views
802
grapevoid
grapevoid
DexterMorgan
Help Best rope possible? (Partial)
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2
Views
452
longlifetolive
longlifetolive
H
Method are these meds good to ctb
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4
Views
622
Kbeau
K
W
Final SN question
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6
Views
2K
Saponification
Saponification
H
How to ctb in your sleep, inert gas with benzos, for those with minimal technical skills
Replies
1
Views
555
Jadeith
J
Anonymousa
Venting It feels worse that I am back to being in less denial about wanting a relationship
Replies
16
Views
1K
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
CravingPeace
Discussion What is stopping you from CTB today?
Replies
64
Views
4K
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
Pulling a Sangwoo
What was the most traumatic event in your life?
Replies
31
Views
2K
vagabond_concerto
vagabond_concerto
S
I fucking hate myself
Replies
5
Views
401
Terribledays
T
citruslynx
Venting I'm borderline invisible.
Replies
8
Views
959
graysme
graysme
2
Venting nobody really understands
Replies
8
Views
1K
relapse
relapse
CravingPeace
Discussion Do I ever want to get better?
Replies
5
Views
670
CravingPeace
CravingPeace
B
Venting I don't want to get better. Ever.
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5
Views
433
mysticatedwine
mysticatedwine
W
Help When you will CTB, how do you announce the police, who do you call, what do you do, so your body doesn't rot but you also don't get rescued (SN)
Replies
6
Views
750
Thomas599
T
d-tea
Venting Anyone else always being ignored in group discussions?
Replies
3
Views
1K
Marbas
Marbas
Anonymousa
Venting I don't understand how people are supposed to live for themselves
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11
Views
1K
56842
56842
moonflow3r
SSRIs fucked me up
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11
Views
867
Marbas
Marbas
T
Venting The pressure to succeed (in the eyes of society) is immense
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18
Views
2K
tpboy
tpboy
Boots2Scoots
They call it Sunday Funday
Replies
4
Views
701
Boots2Scoots
Boots2Scoots
inthebay
has anyone else committed a crime?
Replies
54
Views
3K
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
A
I can only observe
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0
Views
344
Aplev
A
BlueButterfly111
Venting Being a young widow is the worst, to me!
Replies
3
Views
849
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
S
Help I have just paid for my order of Sodium Nitrite online and I am feeling strong feelings of guilt...
Replies
4
Views
950
bobblong
B
returntostardust
Venting Numbness and feeling surreal
Replies
8
Views
835
Forveleth
F
M
How painful is a Sodium Nitrite overdose
Replies
96
Views
39K
Nowhereinparticular
N
O
Story My plan
Replies
3
Views
612
Oneiron
O
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