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Suicide Discussion

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Looking for media of a positive perspective of ctb
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8
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715
Christian5483
Christian5483
Darkover
Venting I know it's hell doing life in this hellhole
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1
Views
575
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
nails
finding friends before i ctb
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3
Views
643
nails
nails
L'absent
Discussion How many weapons can you buy with the gun licence?
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4
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615
Temporary Breakway
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DivineSpark
I think hell is on earth.
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15
Views
887
BeijaFlor
BeijaFlor
cosmosis
Venting It is a cruel joke to wake up from an attempt that should have killed you
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6
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1K
slowdance
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C
Afraid of death and want to die at the same time.
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11
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662
sadalways
sadalways
Shiru
Decided to ctb
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7
Views
763
maniac116
maniac116
Crematoryy
Venting I lost my money gambling and had a mental breakdown.
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0
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441
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
yehxlder.666
Discussion If you were to die right now, how would you feel about your life?
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24
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1K
tartvinegar
T
ScaredOfMachines
Discussion Worst depiction of suicide you've seen in any piece of media?
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10
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1K
Forever Sleep
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ShatteredSerenity
Fantasy CTB on euthanasia cruise ship
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9
Views
790
martinso67
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DivineSpark
Overhelming feeling of emptiness and darkness in my soul&mind
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4
Views
496
NoFancyNames
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K
Venting I just want to cry
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5
Views
612
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
opheliaoveragain
hey. I love you.
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30
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1K
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
kamikaze_shark04
Where can I get amanita verna or amanita virosa?
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5
Views
471
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
TinySlitsThatScream
Venting Anyone else afraid to go deeper when self harming ?
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10
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1K
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
hybridtheory
wellness check
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1
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416
pleaseletmein899
P
fkyou
Discussion Guilt tripping of family
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1
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477
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
Permanoir
SN method clarification
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1
Views
443
enduringwinter
enduringwinter
R
Why can’t I pass out
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17
Views
2K
rian 69
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Jisatsu
Venting I dont want to feel better
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1
Views
512
sadalways
sadalways
nymphojuno
last ditch effort!
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3
Views
572
sadalways
sadalways
thronesick
Venting I feel like my family sees me in front of them yet they don’t see me at all
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3
Views
602
Forever Sleep
F
C
Final countdown CO method
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3
Views
633
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Has anyone from India ordered SN from DMC?
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19
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1K
MiaBhai
MiaBhai
-nobodyknows-
Thinking about today
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5
Views
728
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
failedmind
My last birthday.
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7
Views
794
sadalways
sadalways
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Feeling broken and unlovable
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1
Views
332
ImNotReal
ImNotReal
L
Venting I'll never be enough, i wish i was a better person for her
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0
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499
looking_beyond
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3FailedAttemptss
Venting I fucking ordered my SN
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2
Views
996
LivingDeadTGirl
LivingDeadTGirl
shotgunshellz
Venting I think my boyfriend is emotionally abusing me
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5
Views
707
Manfrotto99
M
onmywaytothebusstop
What would be your ideal way to go out if there were no limits?
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35
Views
2K
thecreepycanadian
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SuicIdiot
Suicidal Thoughts Feel Like Clarity
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2
Views
627
SuicIdiot
SuicIdiot
citruslynx
Discussion Does anyone imagine others reactions?
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7
Views
510
LostLily
LostLily
Anne Alias
Venting Thinking about a friend.
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2
Views
603
ma0
ma0
Gstreater
Venting TW:SH I'm enjoying cutting myself
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6
Views
714
ImNotReal
ImNotReal
G
Leaving behind a partner
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5
Views
923
eattwinkiesseejesus
eattwinkiesseejesus
CTB Dream
Venting 1
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5
Views
909
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
NegevChina
Method Will a goodbye thread expose me and get me tracked down?
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19
Views
1K
J&L383
J
LivingDeadTGirl
The Reason I'm Still Here
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10
Views
1K
thecreepycanadian
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restingplace
Venting Short notice
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0
Views
475
restingplace
restingplace
W
  • Question
Help Antiemetics how to get
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7
Views
817
cazza82
cazza82
wannafly
Help Is Dignitas ctb an option for the long term depressed?
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5
Views
778
wannafly
wannafly
O
slowly going insane
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2
Views
563
goodbye.eri
goodbye.eri
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Full access to SN suicide article.
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0
Views
404
DarkShadows
D
AviG
Story Lifesavers
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1
Views
361
Redacted24
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L'absent
Help Using EndNote for Academic Research on Forensic and Psychological Topics
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3
Views
419
metothemoon
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~GeminiVII~
Venting What on earth is wrong with me?
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8
Views
1K
tiredoflife2
T
Manola
Keeping hope at bay
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2
Views
275
Manola
Manola
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