Discussion What is stopping you from CTB today?

[Marbas]

The reason I can't do it today is supplies for one thing. The other is due to the other people I live with. Besides using the wrong methods to try to CTB the other reasons my past attempts failed is due to being caught during the act and being taken to the hospital. I'd need to either plan things out for when I'm the only person here, which is rare, or I need to conquer my agoraphobia so I can drive somewhere and do it.

 

[pissedchicken]

My kids...

 

[Fall Leaf]

I feel guilty leaving people here, my family is very small and some people passed away. I don't want to leave my family with more pain, they already have so much more to worry about.
There's also this person who is very dear to me that doesn't have any biological family, I'm the only person he considers as family.

 

[dimgobaith]

A tiny treacherous spark of hope which i know I'm going to end up regretting

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Not being sure on which drugs to use because, sadly, people here have been mostly unresponsive. I can't access SN, but I can access amitriptyline, chloroquine, and propranolol. I can't access benzos and they're not recommended in combination with chloroquine so that's also got me kinda blocked. Today I did take another step forward and wrote down a will and testament.

 

[IsThisEverything]

Leaving my cats. I think family would look after them but I worry they won't be cared for as well.

Also, my attempt failing and leaving me in a worse situation.