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BoyRepellent

BOYREPELLENT
Feb 20, 2025
9
It's crazy. When I was younger, I'd sleep all day, waking up at 6:00 PM. I slept so much that I started to hate sleeping because I wanted to do other things, but I couldn't because I was asleep.

Now, all I want to do is sleep, especially since I'm NEET at 19--and I live alone. However, I can't. Ever since I discharged from the military a little over half a year ago, it's been so hard for me to fall asleep or stay asleep.

It's funny. While was in the military, I'd say I slept great. Although I began to regress and started to wet myself. I don't wet myself anymore, but, like I said, can't fall asleep, can't stay asleep.

Sleeping will make me feel better. Sleep is better than any drug. Genuinely. I just wish it was easier to obtain.
 
Voidhollow

Voidhollow

Member
Jan 15, 2025
39
I wish some days I could just sleep all day and all night, till my anxiety/depression or whatever mental funk I'm going through when things get bad clears, at least for a while... In dreams I can be free, I don't have to be me in them.
 
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