Story My plan

[Oneiron]

1. get drunk as fuck
2. place the rope around my neck
3. take a deep breath from deodorant or anything else that contain butane or other alkane gases
4. full suspension

 

[Sbetto]

I hope you can find peace and be free from your suffering

 

[Permanoir]

I understand that you're thinking of getting 'drunk as fuck' to lower your SI and numb other things, but it's really risky, and I truly hope you'll reconsider. When it comes to something as dangerous as this, being intoxicated can make it even harder to get things 'right.' In order to lose consciousness quickly, the rope needs to be in exactly the right position at the back of the neck and tighten fast enough—but when you're under the influence, it's so much harder to control any of that. There is already much room for mistakes when you do it sober, so I can imagine it's almost impossible to do it while intoxicated.

 

[Oneiron]

I hope you can find peace and be free from your suffering

Thank you for your kind words

I understand that you're thinking of getting 'drunk as fuck' to lower your SI and numb other things, but it's really risky, and I truly hope you'll reconsider. When it comes to something as dangerous as this, being intoxicated can make it even harder to get things 'right.' In order to lose consciousness quickly, the rope needs to be in exactly the right position at the back of the neck and tighten fast enough—but when you're under the influence, it's so much harder to control any of that. There is already much room for mistakes when you do it sober, so I can imagine it's almost impossible to do it while intoxicated.

You were absolutely right. Sadly i was dumb enough to do it anyways, because i thought i can control it. Ended up doing every stupid thing possible but not that what im supposed to do