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Suicide Discussion

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fkyou
Discussion I'm so sick of these manipulations..why does my decision to ctb has to be a flaw from mental illness
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4
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394
fkyou
fkyou
I
  • Question
Help SN and As₂O₃ can both be used together?
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0
Views
243
Itisalivinghell
I
dogemn
  • Question
Help Is this a good SN protocol?
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3
Views
959
Itisalivinghell
I
A
Seeing things differently now
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4
Views
480
breathingblues
breathingblues
kcon1243
  • Poll
Poll for people who have done a GeneSight test
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3
Views
358
User111885
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starboy2k
there’s nothing to love
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2
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449
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
E
Nembutal Venezuela
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9
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1K
boredout
B
waistcoat
Venting stood on a roof today,
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2
Views
479
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
A
Help Anchor point question
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5
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515
Blahaj
Blahaj
Miscreated
Can't go from passive to active suicidal ideation
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10
Views
974
TheEmptyVoid
TheEmptyVoid
Lady_V
Venting Trying to cope with the fact my ex coerced me into sex.
Replies
27
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2K
Worndown
Worndown
K
Sick of existing.
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4
Views
716
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
S
Venting I can't accept this life is all there is
Replies
14
Views
1K
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
CTB Dream
Venting all pain
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1
Views
509
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
A
Can I die from heat?
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16
Views
813
cowboypants
cowboypants
B
Help Sleeping with headphones on
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3
Views
465
Hangman.
Hangman.
C
Discussion Average and maximum breath holding time after hyperventilating? My maximum time: 160 seconds achieved today!!!
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7
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714
curiousbeing
C
MelancholicMercury
These medications - actually lethal (I'm clueless)?
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7
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1K
TBONTB
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snowlance
Venting Preparing for death
Replies
7
Views
1K
User111885
U
traumatologia
I don't want my body to look too awful when I'm dead
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2
Views
447
User111885
U
RexieCrys
Venting I want to start over
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3
Views
566
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
Fate7
Discussion What is the worst feeling in the world?
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38
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2K
Elsie
Elsie
shampoo sniffer
I tried taking a break from the internet for a few days, still feel like crap
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2
Views
441
Elsie
Elsie
Elsie
Venting Nervous
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0
Views
243
Elsie
Elsie
C
Between today and tomorrow I will do my CTB
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1
Views
387
404BrainNotFound
404BrainNotFound
H
I'm going to be delaying my CTB date again.
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2
Views
410
HereUntilApril
H
FireFox
Living with severe depression and anxiety is like living with a monster
Replies
8
Views
704
MyShadow
MyShadow
shadowsandink
  • Question
Still here. Maybe you are too.
Replies
11
Views
748
INYGTRMTFMO
INYGTRMTFMO
tears and vomit
Help How Do You Cope Until CTB?
Replies
11
Views
1K
boxofdollpartz
boxofdollpartz
MyShadow
Venting When the "You can tell me anything" person lies to you
Replies
12
Views
1K
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
dogemn
  • Question
Discussion Do you think your loved ones would be able to cope with the grief?
Replies
24
Views
961
Lyn
Lyn
SomewhatLoved
I hate the "as long as you're alive" mentality
Replies
4
Views
595
xanthe
xanthe
FuneralCry
Never understanding those who insist there is hope in existing.
Replies
2
Views
526
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
TAW122
[Article] If ‘X’ had given up and CTB’d, then ‘X’ would have missed out on (insert thing)!
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20
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2K
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
S
It seems like every SN death that is successful involves Meto Or am I wrong?
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0
Views
249
searchingforpeace
S
hmnow
  • Poll
What do you want in a partner?
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0
Views
218
hmnow
hmnow
B
PPeh videos
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4
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1K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
nembutalkisses
Venting No way out..
Replies
13
Views
2K
DirtCommie
DirtCommie
K
much harder to CTB if you dont have money
Replies
9
Views
1K
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
cinnamonsticks
Help SN and Mirtazapine
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3
Views
592
cinnamonsticks
cinnamonsticks
A
Venting No more fight in me
Replies
8
Views
807
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
U
Venting Im so privileged yet i hate everything
Replies
6
Views
705
still_afraid
S
D
Method CTB Budget $50,000
Replies
78
Views
7K
still_afraid
S
isaac clarke
How can I induce psychosis?
Replies
1
Views
587
hoe_for_woe
hoe_for_woe
fungus
Venting The urge to crash out
Replies
3
Views
747
fungus
fungus
holyhorse
Help In a hopeless situation (university application)
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5
Views
890
bpdwriter
bpdwriter
E
I’m trying to hold on
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1
Views
443
Ezpz0109
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GoSan1
Venting My father is a criminal, a cheater, and I hate the blood that flows in me.
Replies
2
Views
714
GoSan1
GoSan1
Wrath
Story Analysis Paralysis
Replies
1
Views
475
MyShadow
MyShadow
3FailedAttemptss
Method A losers lazy SN protocol
Replies
7
Views
3K
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
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