Method CTB Budget $50,000

[deathisapanacea]

I would pay someone to kill me. Much easier and then if there's actually a god it's not suicide so you still go to heaven

Let me know if you find one

 

[let.me.let.go87]

Let me know if you find one

I wish I had $50,000 that's more than my husband and I make combined in a year lol

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

I'd immediately get all the surgeries I need for my transition and take it from there. But yeah, after that? I'm not sure, maybe it'll buy me time or maybe nothing will fix me.. QwQ

Sooo N or SN?

 

[Whiskey19]

It's really easy to get.

For 50k you can do things legally in Belgium or Switzerland and get physician assistance.

No, that is not the case. You have to have a diagnosable disease and medical reports to support it. These organisations charge only for last rites and other paperwork post death. I don't know from where you got information that you can buy your way to death..lol.

That's not true. Belgium will grant it even if it's just for depression.

I would pay someone to kill me. Much easier and then if there's actually a god it's not suicide so you still go to heaven

Well #1 no pastor I've talked to considers suicide a sin. Some Catholics do. But nowhere in the Bible does it say suicide is a sin. If that was true, so would be sacrificing yourself to save someone else, going to war, getting the plug pulled when sick, etc.

And if it was true that you go to hell if you commit suicide, paying somebody to do it for you would still be suicide. That wouldn't be a loophole. God knows your intention.
I'd help you out but I don't have venmo lol only apply pay. But if you spend enough time on this thread and read through searches it's easy to get.

But with that kind of money, why not get your passport, fly to Belgium, and get Euthanasia. I think it's 10k. Physician assisted (taking pills and antiemetic) is almost free I believe.

 

[(in)sane]

Put $50K on Red 24. If it wins, don't ctb. Live it up. If it loses, jump off the bridge.

If it wins, repeat the process

 

[Forever Sleep]

The legality problem would still be there though. I doubt you can 'bribe' Pegasos or Diginitas. Nembutal, Fent, Heroin are illegal. I just don't fancy breaking the law. Too boring and square for that. Too cowardly for something experimental. I wonder how much money helps if you don't officially meet the requirements for assisted suicide.

 

[hydrofarmer]

I'd pay someone to make a murder mystery out of me. Switch an art gallery display with my lifeless body, crucify me in front of the parliament, chop me up and send my parts all across the country. It would be fun.

 

[bankai]

If it wins, repeat the process

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This reminds me of an absurd story I read about. A 21 year old man went gambling. He used $250,000 which was all of his inheritance from his grandfather that just passed away.He started losing, kept losing, and his mother came crying and screaming to the casino. And he just wouldn't stop, even though the dealer begged him to. He lost it all and then literally jumped off a bridge at 1:00 AM. Paramedics and police were all over the place.

I wish I had $50,000 that's more than my husband and I make combined in a year lol

Start saving and putting your money into an index fund. Doesn't matter how little it is. You'll be surprised how fast it'll snowball into pretty big savings. Any amount, even a couple of $100 a month, will do.

 

[lionetta12]

If you had a CTB budget of $50k+, but you live in a gun controlled country, would your CTB method be any different than SN or hanging ? Would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth CTB ? Asking this for myself.

Probably blow it all on a vacation to a place where guns are legal and easy to obtain and use that as the method, or N.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

It looks like a lot of the comments are invalidating OP because he has a lot of money saved up. Wanted to add that there are reasons for being suicidal that are not financial troubles.

If I were you deathisapanacea, I'd buy large fenty and benzos off the dark net, put it in your favorite drink, and die somewhere nice. Nice not being like a fancy hotel or anything, just somewhere memorable and nostalgic, but away from your loved ones so that they don't have to see your dead body.

 

[Valhala]

It's a utopia because no one would do that to you, they would just trick you out of money. The amount of money needed for the most peaceful CTB is exactly what is needed to buy Nembutal, maybe to travel to some nicer destination where they would ingest N. Everything else is a utopia, assisted euthanasia is overcomplicated by numerous rules and restrictions, money often can't help if you don't meet their senseless and hypocritical "rules".

 

[(in)sane]

This reminds me of an absurd story I read about. A 21 year old man went gambling. He used $250,000 which was all of his inheritance from his grandfather that just passed away.He started losing, kept losing, and his mother came crying and screaming to the casino. And he just wouldn't stop, even though the dealer begged him to. He lost it all and then literally jumped off a bridge at 1:00 AM. Paramedics and police were all over the place.

I wonder if he wanted to win

 

[grimthor44]

Drugs, Lots of drugs ...

I have this amount of money but I can't leave my house

Reading that it would save some of your lives breaks my heart...

 

[theneverending]

If you had a CTB budget of $50k+, but you live in a gun controlled country, would your CTB method be any different than SN or hanging ? Would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth CTB ? Asking this for myself.

wouldn't need 50k for this, but just get like a gram or two of fentanyl and take it all and you'll die in euphoria within minutes

 

[deathisapanacea]

wouldn't need 50k for this, but just get like a gram or two of fentanyl and take it all and you'll die in euphoria within minutes

I just learned how potent fent is. It's incredible. It's Cyanide and steroids. Imma find out where we I can get 10 mg of pure fent.

 

[Ariel1]

Fly to Europe, travel a bit and then do Dignitas. I think they give you nembutal and its supposed to be peaceful. Otherwise, the sarco pod also looks peaceful.

 

[Cirno]

I would probably spend the best time of my life, spending all that money- then probably I would either make myself so high to die, or jump from some luxury tall ass building lmao

 

[deathisapanacea]

Fly to Europe, travel a bit and then do Dignitas. I think they give you nembutal and its supposed to be peaceful. Otherwise, the sarco pod also looks peaceful.

I wish there was someone who could legit facilitate my assisted death with Dignitas in exchange for a modest service charge.