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killthyself

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Feb 23, 2025
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If you have money you have an array of methods you can choose from like CO method and SN which are much less grotesque than jumping or hanging yourself.

I live in a third world country so i cant afford shit, I've been working for a quite a while in order for me to be able to afford killing myself.. lol such
 
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Sep 21, 2024
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There are cheaper alternative sources for SN than DMC such as BO so you may be able to afford that if you can find it. Other sources may also be less trustworthy in terms of SN purity as not as many people have documented confirmed cases of a successful attempt with them but BO has some promise with some proably dying from it and a confirmed high purity from someone who tested it
 
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killthyself

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Feb 23, 2025
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There are cheaper alternative sources for SN than DMC such as BO so you may be able to afford that if you can find it. Other sources may also be less trustworthy in terms of SN purity as not as many people have documented confirmed cases of a successful attempt with them but BO has some promise with some proably dying from it and a confirmed high purity from someone who tested it
what is BO?
 
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Mar 31, 2023
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i relate to you man, can't even buy shit cus i literally have 0$ in my pocket rnđź« 
 
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Mar 26, 2024
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I have money to afford those things but they require a lot of supplies and setup which leads to those methods being disrupted easily. I have a $15 rope and that is what I am going with.
 
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Apr 13, 2025
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If you have money you have an array of methods you can choose from like CO method and SN which are much less grotesque than jumping or hanging yourself.

I live in a third world country so i cant afford shit, I've been working for a quite a while in order for me to be able to afford killing myself.. lol such
I feel you. One of the most depressing things I've ever done was sit down and write out a budget for my suicide, only to realise I couldn't afford a meaningful or comfortable death.
 
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Stan Swiftie

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Apr 3, 2025
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If you have money you have an array of methods you can choose from like CO method and SN which are much less grotesque than jumping or hanging yourself.

I live in a third world country so i cant afford shit, I've been working for a quite a while in order for me to be able to afford killing myself.. lol such
Well I'm not rich, but I'm comfortable
And I'm still considering jumping in front of a train, cause this shitty site won't give me a more peaceful method.
 
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still_afraid

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Jul 9, 2025
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It's much harder to live if you don't have money. I am from a south american country, so I'm just stunned about the "CTB budget" of some people, that would be enough to pay all my debts and start a new life. That's so fucked up!
 
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Aug 15, 2025
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It's much harder to live if you don't have money. I am from a south american country, so I'm just stunned about the "CTB budget" of some people, that would be enough to pay all my debts and start a new life. That's so fucked up!
OJ is now $10 over here.
 

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