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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Chiyuki99
I want to save all of you meanwhile I still want to end myself
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8
Views
650
Fullof pain
F
Susannah
From recovery to suicide
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8
Views
684
Susannah
Susannah
DeathIsTheWayOut99
I feel weird today
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3
Views
612
Fullof pain
F
B
Can’t decide
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15
Views
751
Living sucks
L
red_pen
Venting letting people that aren't around anymore dictate your current actions
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2
Views
583
ghostgirl1995
ghostgirl1995
E
Venting Lonely
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3
Views
524
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
DeathIsTheWayOut99
I am pathetic
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2
Views
868
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
C
Sn intercepted by custom?
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5
Views
695
Anonymoussn
A
E
Venting Fed up so fed up
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2
Views
621
elizabethisworthless
E
Finally_Free
Help How to calibrate a cheap precision scale for SN method?
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0
Views
843
Finally_Free
Finally_Free
B
I’m never home alone
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8
Views
645
Brokenwithbpd
B
DeathIsTheWayOut99
At the end of the day, my reasoning for suicide will always be misunderstood
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11
Views
826
Deleted member 19276
D
a lonely slob
sn packaging warning labels
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6
Views
1K
Saed
Saed
E
Venting I hate my self
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5
Views
630
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
JustovertheBS
Have a ton of benzos...will this work?
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7
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1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
D
Weighing my options
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2
Views
480
Susannah
Susannah
EmbraceOfTheVoid
Midnight Bus Is Here - Bye
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25
Views
2K
AnxietyAttack44
A
Marktheghost
It's always possible that things can get worse
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4
Views
1K
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
E
Method I am so annoyed with oxygen
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4
Views
686
Exhausted1705
E
D
Method My sn is arriving today!!!
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18
Views
1K
MorticiasHair
MorticiasHair
Close_to_freedom
Is this a good way to tell if one should ctb?
Replies
3
Views
493
SpottedPanda
SpottedPanda
E
Venting Lonely
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2
Views
495
AnxietyAttack44
A
D
Help about hanging
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6
Views
2K
Valsalva
V
D
Story Sn is mixed and ready to go
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16
Views
2K
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
illbeinthegarage
would anyone notice
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5
Views
645
Fear191829218
Fear191829218
a lonely slob
hanging is starting to work as intended but m afraid of the high failure rate
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6
Views
973
lostangel
lostangel
BitterlyAlive
Does anyone else feel like they're being punished?
Replies
32
Views
2K
RRH
RRH
Green Destiny
Venting Life is not a contractual obligation.
Replies
7
Views
646
GonnaGoBye
GonnaGoBye
FireFox
Where we ever normal?
Replies
8
Views
675
Fullof pain
F
Dizzy_Dreams
Why are we all here?
Replies
2
Views
518
MKWRFKLV
MKWRFKLV
pentobarbitaldreams
How many days should I stay off antipsychotics in order to CTB with pentobarbital?
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3
Views
1K
Barf
Barf
Oh_dear_how_Gastly
I'm so selfish
Replies
5
Views
504
Soulless_Angel
Soulless_Angel
Dizzy_Dreams
Suicide by sodium nitrate
Replies
4
Views
2K
AnxietyAttack44
A
got2beFionaC
Venting just venting.
Replies
2
Views
506
who doesn't matter
W
Life_and_Death
Visual Hallucinations
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3
Views
587
AnxietyAttack44
A
I
Last day ideas?
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2
Views
525
Intractabe
I
BPD Barbie
Quick SN buying question
Replies
16
Views
2K
autumnal
autumnal
I
Killing myself soon using sodium azide or nitrite
Replies
10
Views
1K
autumnal
autumnal
LifeSucks39
I want to ctb but my SI does not let me
Replies
15
Views
948
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
RayoSinSol
Help Fear of the unknowable consequences. PM me.
Replies
7
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Abgrundanziehung
SN with oblate discs?
Replies
9
Views
764
autumnal
autumnal
Deleted member 17949
Venting crippling boredom
Replies
9
Views
936
peacefully31425
peacefully31425
favourite
Anyone completely indifferent toward current affairs?
Replies
17
Views
1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
C
Need General Advice for CTB
Replies
3
Views
600
AnxietyAttack44
A
NoPlaceForme
All my stuff is here.
Replies
0
Views
452
NoPlaceForme
NoPlaceForme
Cosmiq
Venting Do those around you take your mental health or suicidal thoughts serious?
Replies
17
Views
1K
DeathIsTheWayOut99
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Close_to_freedom
Who else has dark eye circles due to the mental suffering?
Replies
3
Views
593
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
Anyone else feel like they have to justify or make a case for their suicide?
Replies
3
Views
523
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
D
Doubts about SN
Replies
22
Views
1K
Living sucks
L
G
Discussion storing sodium nitrite
Replies
1
Views
711
Living sucks
L
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