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Suicide Discussion

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SorakaMein
Story Reasons why I want to die, my ways to die (also introduction because im a newbie)
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13
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1K
SorakaMein
SorakaMein
ManicPanic2018
My Goodbye Thread. Thank you all. For Everything.
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46
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5K
Hope:-)
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CTB Dream
Venting Body big burden
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4
Views
531
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
U
My month of waiting is over, I'm thinking about hanging myself tomorrow. Any reasons to reconsider?
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27
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2K
Ashu
Ashu
emgrl
Makes me so sad…
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20
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918
emgrl
emgrl
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Feeling like a loser
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4
Views
494
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Time fast
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4
Views
481
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
LostSoul1609
Detergent gas method
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7
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1K
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
Nirrend
Ctb in few weeks and feeling sick
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28
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2K
Nirrend
Nirrend
Anxieyote
Venting I’m experiencing psychosis, and I need help.
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17
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1K
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
makethepainstop
Help Help please
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6
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658
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
W
One year after discovering this site - Venting
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10
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705
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
Life_and_Death
Depression = cold (flu?)
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1
Views
345
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
A
is not what thought !!
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1
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412
freedompass
freedompass
C
new method?
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8
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814
ClownMe
ClownMe
E
I'm stuck. Trapped.
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5
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621
RickSanchez2022
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S
Any frum on this site? I could use some guidance.
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7
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529
anonymousanguish
A
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T minus 4 hours before the bus arrives
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9
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1K
RickSanchez2022
R
S
pentobarbital veterinario
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4
Views
603
soldierbavaro
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CTB Dream
Help Room filler
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3
Views
563
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BornToFail
Discussion Are there any studies on if you would feel pain after a shotgun blast orally?
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5
Views
648
BornToFail
BornToFail
Nightwillalwayswin
Venting SN Frustration
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15
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1K
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I'm not sure if i'm sad but i still wanna kill myself
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6
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521
theboy
theboy
S
SN with other drug
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17
Views
928
zombie_zam
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Samael96
Discussion Are 20-30mg of Antiemetics just before taking SN enough?
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4
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582
madebrief
madebrief
J
Method Need to know because I have no knowledge about pills.
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4
Views
714
Joeydoe
Joeydoe
S
Help Let me know which tablets/sleeping pills can be lethal to die with painless?
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7
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1K
Joeydoe
Joeydoe
spectraltease
BLUE WHALE CHALLENGE
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4
Views
926
Raskolnikov's Axe
Raskolnikov's Axe
L
Can anyone link me to the thread that detailed what i needed to CBT with charcoal?
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1
Views
402
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
D
in the hospital, going to kill myself after i get out
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1
Views
556
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Are all the dark web drug sites from the TOR browser legit or a scam?
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3
Views
586
TIMW
T
BornToFail
Venting Freaking tf out
Replies
8
Views
601
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
ksp
  • Poll
Death is not scary: my view
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22
Views
1K
outrider567
O
thedaywillcome
Got covid
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9
Views
555
Lifeaballache
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L
Interesting article on predicting suicide
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7
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796
Mofreeko
Mofreeko
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Where to CTB?
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1
Views
379
U. A.
U. A.
M
Self harm
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4
Views
428
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
M
I'm gonna fail college again
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6
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Fadeawaaaay
Venting Motivation zero
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4
Views
428
StolenLife
StolenLife
Hollowillow
I'm in agony, I'm sorry if someone here felt hurt from my posts.
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12
Views
736
actual_fox
actual_fox
coseymo
Help Not leaving a huge mess
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7
Views
606
ernesto
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I
Only read this if you have time you deliberately want to waste; you can't get it back.
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5
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596
Ixadavt
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Not even in dreams do i get peace
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1
Views
281
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Loneliness is the worst...
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9
Views
600
eldiablo666
E
colkohice
I found a way to acquire Nembutal!
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13
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1K
eldiablo666
E
CTB Dream
Venting Not wanted
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4
Views
856
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
persimmontea
Teen dies as a result of "harmful online content"
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10
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1K
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
Buy sodium nitrite (nano2) not sodium nitrate (nano3)
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3
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733
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
U
She broke my heart and now i feel like taking my life.
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6
Views
510
Littlewittlelight
Littlewittlelight
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Feeling defeated. Need a new method
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8
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1K
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
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