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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Write
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3
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552
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Venting Trauma
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3
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522
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nonentity
Venting I made a mistake
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2
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502
nonentity
nonentity
J
Thinking of the train method...
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5
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887
JayBot2005
J
ScarlettRose
What is SN?
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3
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832
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Ordering SN and police welfare checks?
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13
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2K
resolutory
resolutory
forced2live
Resource i want to sell my organs for $10,000 before my death
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11
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2K
forced2live
forced2live
Crazy4u
I want to thank the moderators
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17
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1K
seekingpeacefulend
S
blank
argentina suicide buddies/
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1
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720
davidhayter
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catastrophix
Venting Realizing how disgusting and annoying I am
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2
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687
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
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  • Poll
Discussion If you have managed to acquire everything needed for your preferred method or methods - how long did it take you?
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4
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904
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
HopefulSleep
Help Best way to send timed goodbye messages?
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3
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620
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
InsatiableEmptiness
I really don't know if I should CTB. I keep holding onto the idea that things will improve but I have been losing a lot.
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7
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553
jigsaw_falling
jigsaw_falling
cath55555
"stupid" reason for CTB
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8
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878
cath55555
cath55555
CTB Dream
Venting No point
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1
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425
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
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  • Question
Help sn keeps getting “lost” in mail. Alternatives
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1
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631
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
Doc
BADLY WANNA DIE
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12
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770
AkaRed
AkaRed
glitterypearls
I just don't understand why no one willing to share a SN source with people who been posting here for a while.
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36
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2K
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
HopefulSleep
Help Can you give me a list of all methods that don't involve much physical pain?
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4
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818
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
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Venting NoSoul still a little soul, gave dogs to friend now i feel real low, actually cried a little
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5
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544
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
gizzreid
how badly does slitting wrists (to die of course) hurt?
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2
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604
gizzreid
gizzreid
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I can't take care of my pets
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2
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426
wiltingorchid
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OnceThougtTwiceDone
Just sent the note to my bf
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1
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603
IfyouareamanWinston
IfyouareamanWinston
HopefulSleep
Venting Every time I had a crush on a girl and I told them my feelings they have ended the friendship
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0
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415
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
M
writing a note to my parents
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5
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604
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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It's been especially rough lately...
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8
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919
neverthefirstoption
N
scarecrowbubu
PH Recap
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0
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398
scarecrowbubu
scarecrowbubu
oldbold59
CTB tonight.
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29
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1K
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
StillBreathing
Psychiatrist doesn't really care
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16
Views
976
unnormal9
unnormal9
RhapsodyinBerserk
Oral Fentanyl Source
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4
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1K
HelloReaper
HelloReaper
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Started writing my goodbye note
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7
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1K
HelloReaper
HelloReaper
georgecostanza
Method How to optimize suicide for amount of harvestable organs?
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9
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1K
pickajack
pickajack
everlastinghistory
I sent her a note, it’s been almost 24 hours and she hasn’t seen it
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17
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1K
noonipie
noonipie
notwhereIbelong
Venting I wish I could see the aftermath
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3
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703
noonipie
noonipie
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Is it worth going to rehab in general?
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6
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815
hellispink
hellispink
PlanB
Just a waste of space
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3
Views
442
PlanB
PlanB
E
YouTube channels about the right to die
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5
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672
Unending
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Jezzibell
Method Travel to take sn
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2
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857
just_so_done
J
unnormal9
Why won't you die?
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14
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1K
soolka
soolka
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I feel like I got nothing left
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4
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452
lostNaloneNS
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thecolourgold
My partner is leaving me
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2
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576
thecolourgold
thecolourgold
Ambivalent1
How do you reframe ctb in positive terms?
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25
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1K
thecolourgold
thecolourgold
L
Venting What's wrong with me?
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2
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816
pickajack
pickajack
cherrybubblegum
cptsd need to ctb
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1
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416
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Obliviate
Discussion Anyone heard of terramation?
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19
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2K
Inactive User
I
OnceThougtTwiceDone
What is KL?
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3
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910
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
D
fentanyl brain damage
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18
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2K
HelloReaper
HelloReaper
Jezzibell
SN and nitrate
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2
Views
887
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
soolka
boyfriend intervening with ctb plan
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12
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1K
jessisme
J
SuffrInSilence
Kind of told a colleague…
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7
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777
SuffrInSilence
SuffrInSilence
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