Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
68
Are you hikikomori? How does it affect your perception of the world? I'm almost 3 years of sitting at home without leaving it long months. Last year I left the house maybe 5 times (not including only take parcels in a parcel locker). I started to hate the whole world, life and the whole society during long hours of thinking at home.
 
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borderline-feline

Constantly Sleepy Catgirl
Dec 28, 2022
644
I miss when I had a hikikomori lifestyle. As nice as some aspects of my job are, it can be really overwhelming. I want to withdraw again and just stay in my home forever. I wish there was a job that I could realistically do while maintaining that lifestyle.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
708
Im a hikki for about 12 years now, i dont have real life friends, i do leave my apartment only for food or grocery, i dont care for most people. I game, youtube, chat, read, study .
 
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borderline-feline

borderline-feline

Constantly Sleepy Catgirl
Dec 28, 2022
644
Im a hikki for about 12 years now, i dont have real life friends, i do leave my apartment only for food or grocery, i dont care for most people. I game, youtube, chat, read, study .
Your username is definitely befitting a thread like this. I wish that I could go back to that. I'd love nothing more in life than to just be a hikki with my favorite person.
 
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Exact Change

Exact Change

A life of mistakes
Nov 6, 2022
175
I've worked from home for the past 4 years and all of my friends are 300 miles away in my hometown. I have deleted my social media and have no real connections with anyone. I even stopped working out. So, I guess I am somewhat hikikomori. The isolation has been tearing down my mental health, but it's so hard to break free from it.
 
AllMyDreams

AllMyDreams

Experienced
Dec 12, 2021
279
I quit my job in January so I've only been for 2 months (leave home to get food, or go for walks in the early morning, but that's it). Already I can't see a way out, any job that I could last at or anywhere to go that would make me want to reenter the world. I wonder when the point of no return will be and if I'll reach it
 
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Hikikomori1

Hikikomori1

Experienced
Mar 27, 2023
289
I've worked from home for the past 4 years and all of my friends are 300 miles away in my hometown. I have deleted my social media and have no real connections with anyone. I even stopped working out. So, I guess I am somewhat hikikomori. The isolation has been tearing down my mental health, but it's so hard to break free from it.

Freelancers aren't hikikomori. Hikikomori don't have jobs they depend on their parents.
Yes i am. It has been 7 years for me. although i want to get out of it at some point.
 
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Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
68
Freelancers aren't hikikomori. Hikikomori don't have jobs they depend on their parents.
Yes i am. It has been 7 years for me. although i want to get out of it at some point.
Misaki Nakahara supremacy 🙏🙏🙏
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
I was before being homeless. I'm disabled and wish I never even started that bullshit. Would've made dying a lot more easier.
they depend on their parents.

No, they can be on disability, not everyone has those.
 
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Not.Flugel

Not.Flugel

✨Invaild Pharmacy Student✨
May 7, 2023
93
Lifted like that through High school, but now I actually gotta work :(
 
AllMyDreams

AllMyDreams

Experienced
Dec 12, 2021
279
I quit my job in January so I've only been for 2 months (leave home to get food, or go for walks in the early morning, but that's it). Already I can't see a way out, any job that I could last at or anywhere to go that would make me want to reenter the world. I wonder when the point of no return will be and if I'll reach it
2 more months now and still never leave my house. I think it's my life for a while
 
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Hikikomori1

Hikikomori1

Experienced
Mar 27, 2023
289
Misaki Nakahara supremacy 🙏🙏🙏

Best waifu.
I was before being homeless. I'm disabled and wish I never even started that bullshit. Would've made dying a lot more easier.


No, they can be on disability, not everyone has those.

I said that because the vast majority of hikkis depend on their parents getting welfare is hard for some.
Lifted like that through High school, but now I actually gotta work :(

High schoolers aren't hikikomori.
 
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GlassAlwaysEmpty

GlassAlwaysEmpty

Red Grapes only
Jun 22, 2020
106
I left my job about 2 and a half years ago.

I miss some things. I miss the routine mainly I guess.

Now I very rarely leave my apartment, and sometimes go weeks without seeing anyone else. I'm okay with that 99% of the time, but on the rare occasion I do feel the loneliness of my existence
 
AllMyDreams

AllMyDreams

Experienced
Dec 12, 2021
279
I left my job about 2 and a half years ago.

I miss some things. I miss the routine mainly I guess.

Now I very rarely leave my apartment, and sometimes go weeks without seeing anyone else. I'm okay with that 99% of the time, but on the rare occasion I do feel the loneliness of my existence
Why did you leave, and what do you do now all day?

I left just because I was in a coma at work, really. It was like spending 18 hours of your day asleep and I thought it was a waste. Now I just watch stuff, mostly which is still a waste but at least it's on my own terms I guess
 
GlassAlwaysEmpty

GlassAlwaysEmpty

Red Grapes only
Jun 22, 2020
106
Why did you leave, and what do you do now all day?

I left just because I was in a coma at work, really. It was like spending 18 hours of your day asleep and I thought it was a waste. Now I just watch stuff, mostly which is still a waste but at least it's on my own terms I guess

Everything in life got on top of me and I couldn't cope with work anymore, I somehow lasted 9 years where I was.

Mainly living on savings now. I don't do much either, try and sleep as much as possible to escape. Occasionly have brief periods where i'm a bit better and try and catch up with friends during those brief times.
 
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WaffleWoman

WaffleWoman

Ready to sleep
May 16, 2023
178
I was through most of middle school and about half of high school miss those days i just stayed inside didnt even go to school
 
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