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Suicide Discussion

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What would stop you from being suicidal?
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3K
ineverlived
ineverlived
HermitLonerGuy
Does anyone else feel they would rather ctb when in a good happy calm mood rather than depressed and stressed mood?
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19
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1K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
KlMeNw
Anyone else been depressed so long they have lost all sense of reality and themselves?
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12
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944
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
CTB Dream
Resource Site chemy
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0
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469
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
TydalWave
Any significance to the date you plan to CTB?
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12
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605
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
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THERE IS NO ROPE
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2
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430
don't want it
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HermitLonerGuy
Anybody else thats accepted they will ctb feel a sense of relief in life?
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38
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1K
don't want it
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PanickedMelancholia
Living with the aftermath of indoctrination and Religious Trauma Syndrome
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6
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403
PanickedMelancholia
PanickedMelancholia
Ch92921
Hanging in the woods?
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4
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700
GreenTree
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How I got rid of my suicide guilt
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8
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900
Thisisme373
Thisisme373
Darkness Grows
Method I came across a way to CTB by train that got my attention
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18
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2K
Wannagonow
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Death by accident...
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23
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1K
sevenkarmas
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Q
Method best method in UK
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19
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2K
HumansAreHell
HumansAreHell
whitefeather
Society is the Lions Share of SI
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0
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250
whitefeather
whitefeather
Csmith8827
The Voices (part 3)
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2
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302
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
whitefeather
Method Exit International clip - "How To Open a Bottle of Vet Nembutal >
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0
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458
whitefeather
whitefeather
BornToFail
Discussion How relaxed does pentobarbital make you?
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3
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371
BornToFail
BornToFail
I
Filmed my goodbye finslly last night
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5
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614
Worndown
Worndown
FuneralCry
A peaceful suicide would solve everything
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103
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12K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annointed_towers
Drowning
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13
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1K
MideonNViscera
M
S
Intro/tired of my illness
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18
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766
Seekingawayout
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MaidenException
Venting Having toxic parents is the best cure for SI
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3
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572
MideonNViscera
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C
Thoughts on Method.
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1
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385
theboy
theboy
rationaltake
Pegasos says sarco is under review
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13
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759
Pentobarbital_Plz
Pentobarbital_Plz
hopeless302
Venting Anyone else feels left out?
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25
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1K
Ligottian
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Asiam
Nervous to buy nitrogen
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6
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539
Wunderkind
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Antiemetic Uk source
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9
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666
time_to_go2
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Thankfully the sn arrived. I have a dilemma and will be very grateful for an advice
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4
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624
hi123456789
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Fat in Bay Area
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6
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638
gottablast888
gottablast888
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Came across this link on my fb timeline today
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4
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801
Mofreeko
Mofreeko
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Ready in Glasgow
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2
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413
wantittoendsoon
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CrappyMJ
Help N advice?
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7
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879
CrappyMJ
CrappyMJ
abcd37477337
I will not kill myself. I will live!
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7
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924
ryo the frog
ryo the frog
lilin
Help Meto side effects - why do they happen?
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2
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356
lilin
lilin
HermitLonerGuy
What are some good free/very cheap methods for someone who doesnt work?
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13
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869
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
K
What exactly causes nausea while doing SN?
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8
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1K
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
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What type of meter can test nitrogen potency?
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9
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721
Hyd999
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BornToFail
Discussion Why don't people use a shotgun in the correct way more often?
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7
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676
Avril
Avril
burdenox
Discussion Why is it that you can be so obviously suicidal and still no one will care?
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28
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2K
SaylorTwift
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Asiam
Want a buddy, canada
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7
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621
Asiam
Asiam
StrawberryBlonde
In just 8 hours I will leave this world
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32
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2K
Wannagonow
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starrrr
Venting unstable moods
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11
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618
Wannagonow
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Illidan77
Help Need help with SN and technical or lab usage ?
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6
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566
Illidan77
Illidan77
burglarlydante
Co or SN?
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4
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404
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
suicidalpushpop
potassium nitrite
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1
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Method Fentanyl - is it a good method? And how to get it?
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126
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16K
suicidalpushpop
suicidalpushpop
StrangeAndDeath
Punished for Suicide
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11
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659
StrangeAndDeath
StrangeAndDeath
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Stuck in limbo since forever
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4
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466
nifii
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Discussion Medical aid in dying as a dereliction of duty for governments
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24
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973
neoyokio
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MidnightDream
So I almost died. Accidently.
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11
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817
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
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