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Terrible00

Terrible00

Hated by so called "loved ones".
Jun 11, 2023
50
It feels pretty soon for me, but I am very aware that it can take much longer than expected. But it's worth the wait.
 
lucines

lucines

Barely even human
Jan 1, 2019
28
If I manage to move out this summer I could see myself living for at least a few more years, if not these will likely be my final months on this planet.
 
E

enditall222

Member
May 20, 2023
46
No not at all. I can't imagine making it to 21
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,421
Passive (natural) death could be quite a way away, although I still can't imagine making very old bones. CTB though? Also uncertain- waiting for my Dad to go first. Then- it will have to be up to me as to how much I want it.

I don't really see suicide as waiting to catch a bus though- it's more like ringing for a taxi. Sadly- it takes effort to leave this life. Just as it does to live it. In both circumstances it means taking practical action towards a goal. I don't think passively waiting for things to happen usually works- in either case. Obviously- that's easier for some people rather than others- depending on their financial and living situations. It's by no means 'easy' for anyone I would say though. We all take the risk of police checks/ being conned/ obtaining something that isn't exactly ideal to begin with. It's a risk.

I guess some people are waiting for the time to feel right though. That makes sense- it's a big decision. I think it's important to feel very comfortable with it. I feel like I am comfortable with it but I'm sure that could well change if I actually made an attempt.
 
Baron

Baron

Is there a meaning to anything?
Jun 29, 2023
115
Death always feels so imminent yet far away at the same time. I always imagine myself CTBing when I look around myself. It's like wanting everything to end, but understanding that you are too weak to go through with it. It makes me really mad when I think about the time until my demise.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
one thing to be thankful for is i can leave at any time because i do not fear death i just need N but yeah death seems a long way off
 
Little One

Little One

New Member
Jun 23, 2023
4
I'll be waiting until my mothers health gets better in a year or two. Once she is good enough to take care of herself on her own/ start working again. I'd feel too much guilt CTB while she is still bedridden, I know it'll help the affect this'll have on her as well if I choose to wait til then.
 
Owl_07

Owl_07

Member
Jun 28, 2023
30
Very soon for me, within some weeks just in order to prepare everything before
 

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