Daxter_87

Daxter_87

If my name is crossed out, hopefully I'm dead.
May 28, 2023
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I can feel this even in myself. There is programming in my brain that makes me feel that it's somehow wrong, for instance, to desire death. And the reason as to why this has been done to us is very simple: we have been brainwashed by absolutely everyone (especially our loved ones) to believe these things, because it's one of the ways to prevent people from killing themselves.

And, of course, society doesn't want people to kill themselves, because who is going to work and consume then? Who is going to pay taxes? Who is going to buy medicines and treatment? And also, who is going to satisfy people's emotional needs? Because yes, we are enslaved by other people to satisfy their needs, whether those needs are emotional or otherwise. If this wasn't true, our loved ones wouldn't have any issue with letting us die.

Death can't ever be a bad thing, it's just not possible. Suffering does not exist in death, and neither does boredom. Many people argue that non-existence is boring, but that's just from our perspective. We are addicted animals constantly trying to fulfill desires and needs, so it's to be expected that something like nothingness will be unappealing to us. But the truth is that it's absolutely impossible for non-existence to be boring, because for something to be boring, there needs to be an entity (such as a person) who can get bored. And obviously there are no people in non-existence (because there is nothing).

On the other hand, there is life, which is this thing that fools us into thinking that it's actually good and preferable to non-existence. But that's far from true, because it is in life that suffering is possible, it is in life that things can go horrifically wrong. Life is the thing that is dangerous, not death.

To revert this brainwashing, we need to deprogram ourselves as best as possible. It can be really hard for most people, because we have been just incredibly heavily brainwashed by everyone. Of course, there's always someone wise enough to see all of this naturally, without needing to deprogram themselves, like FuneralCry.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's true that there is so much anti-suicide brainwashing in this society, it disgusts me honestly. It's just absurd to see suicide as being worse than suffering, suicide should be seen as the logical solution that it truly is, but yes I certainly despise existence and I'm fully aware of the fact that it's just an unnecessary harm.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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People just assume these are the facts of life. They assume that their beliefs are theirs and that those are the fact of life . objective truths . They don't realize that these are just ideas from other people. and that other people repeated those ideas so may times into your brain that you think they are the facts of life objective truth. However if you think about it logically none of these are objective truth just ideas that became subjective beliefs. I'll just list some of them for example #1 "life is good" . 99% of humans believe this is an objective truth a fact . I disagree i think life is very bad. It's not an objective truth that life is good. another one is that having children is good, that procreation is the meaning of life. again i disagree i think those are not objective truths . I think having children is imposing a lifetime of suffering on a sentient being a human. Another one is that non-existence is bad. How can non-existence be bad when one cannot suffer or feel pain or have problems if one is not existing?you first have to realize you've been brainwashed that it's just ideas that people put in to your head so many times specially from ages 0-7 that people don't question it




It's funny I get some ai's to change their tune with that tactic when they start spewing pro-life platitudes , I say that's just subective and they can't deny it . but people do deny it.
 
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hells "angel"

hells "angel"

Is there an end? Does this Stop?
Jun 28, 2023
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So, so true. Toxic positivity especially. I hate it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I never felt guilty for my negative thoughts, emotions and not for my desire to die. However there are other "feelings" like SI and so but I don't feel guilt for them. To me it was always clear that CTB is a legal option under certain circumstances to leave this world.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Life is pointless and meaningless, and everything else is just a distraction.
I blame religion for causing a huge amount of damage by saying that life is sacred. Schools have also perpetrated the lie that life is wonderful, instead of teaching us about the real truth: that life is a brutal game of survival and certainly ain't pretty.
 
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