should i go through with my plan tonight or tomorrow

[generaltonight1709]

i'm stuck what i should do truly. i have everything i need, i just don't know if i should just send it for tonight, or wait till tomorrow. i have plans tomorrow to see my friend one more time, but tbh idk if it's worth it. i'm just at a lost in what to do. what do you guys think truthfully?.. i just know it's gonna be a really hard night if i wait till tomorrow..

 

[SVEN]

Only you can finally decide when to ctb or not. It's a one off if successfull, so if it were me unless I was really sure I'd wait until I was. If you don't do it tonight, there's always tommorrow. Will getting through tonight be any worse than the other hellish hours you've endured already ?
My best wishes and sympathy whatever you decide … I'll be thinking of you.

 

[spirittheyregone]

I would wait, that's not just your last day with your friend, that could be the last day of your life, make it a good one, yknow?

 

[generaltonight1709]

I would wait, that's not just your last day with your friend, that could be the last day of your life, make it a good one, yknow?

Yeah you are right. It's just so much to think about.

Only you can finally decide when to ctb or not. It's a one off if successfull, so if it were me unless I was really sure I'd wait until I was. If you don't do it tonight, there's always tommorrow. Will getting through tonight be any worse than the other hellish hours you've endured already ?
My best wishes and sympathy whatever you decide … I'll be thinking of you.

You are right.. I have been through worst nights. Many, worst nights. I really appreciate it, thank you so much for your words.

 

[day]

Sorry the world has brought you to this point OP.. I'd see my friend if it were up to me, friends are some of the only good in the world. Hope you find peace and comfort OP.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Only you will know when it's the right time for you. I hope you can find peace and freedom! I wish you all the best!

 

[SVEN]

I did not forget you last night, I will not forget you tonight. Go well, whatever fork in the road you choose and whichever path you follow, weary traveller.

 

[generaltonight1709]

I did not forget you last night, I will not forget you tonight. Go well, whatever fork in the road you choose and whichever path you follow, weary traveller.

I appreciate you. I will be doing it tmrw night. Im gonna do a time stamp for my plan to help others with this method in the future. Thank you so much:)

 

[NoLongerHuman.]

I'm sorry that life has reached this point for you OP, I hope you see your friend and enjoy yourself before you go. I'll be thinking of you. Safe travels, I hope you will be in peace.

 

[SVEN]

I think of you in your weariness tonight again.

 

[dggtscccvfd]

Only you can know when it's time to CTB. All 'we' can do is wish you well whatever you decide. [It's strictly against the rules of this site for anyone to encourage you and rightly so.]

I wish you the best with your plans and hope that you achieve the peace you are looking for, whether that's alive or dead.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes as you face the night hours. They get so dark and weary for so many of us.

 

[goodnight cat]

I can't tell how you feel but every second more on this fucked up earth would make your friend happier.

Do whatever makes you feel good, or sleep the night.

 

[Jezzibell]

I think if you have to ask the question, no matter the circumstances, you are not ready. There can be no end to the things you think need deal with that will delay your ctb. So take your time and think about it more xxxx