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Suicide Discussion

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sadlyexisting
Help I just don't know anymore
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3
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932
sadlyexisting
sadlyexisting
CTB Dream
Venting Even post hard
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2
Views
505
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
FireFox
When I lose my battle with depression and anoxeria know that I tried and fought
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13
Views
864
Pluto
Pluto
B
Method Cold Water Shock
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0
Views
770
Battered_Seoul
B
SplitInfrastructure
Venting My friend is sad because of my low sex drive
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4
Views
1K
SplitInfrastructure
SplitInfrastructure
meowingnomore
Discussion is dating when suicidal too cruel?
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6
Views
734
S u i c i d e
S
CTB Fella
Is there anyone (or plural) that makes you more suicidal?
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14
Views
608
soft-flower345
soft-flower345
D
Discussion Is it *actually* possible to purchase a firearm on the Deep Web?
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6
Views
817
Archness
Archness
BodyOfDaffodil
Help Amazon
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2
Views
615
skewedpanic
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D
DAE self harm to quell CTB thoughts
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6
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1K
cicadafriend
cicadafriend
CTB Dream
Discussion Water wat
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3
Views
634
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Lost Magic
The Lumalee is my new favourite character (he gets it)
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5
Views
623
Archness
Archness
HermitLonerGuy
It's been decided. I will be patient and get my sweet release in time. ( warning some gory descriptions of jumping suicide).
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14
Views
2K
deomlez
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mittymittens
Venting why don’t people believe the victim
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5
Views
662
mittymittens
mittymittens
InaudibleEcho
Venting I’m delusional
Replies
14
Views
1K
Archness
Archness
SkyExists
Discussion Suicide Note.
Replies
13
Views
1K
ihatethisplanet
ihatethisplanet
Busridin'26
Venting Acknowledging my personal "hard-truths"/
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3
Views
467
charlotte_
charlotte_
R
ctb plan (updated)
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4
Views
733
rustinpeacepolaris
R
Thisgirlwantstosleep
Mental health services in the UK are so bad
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6
Views
479
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Rabitfever
Discussion How does the police investigation work after one's death?
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2
Views
753
Rabitfever
Rabitfever
ForceUser101
Help Partial Hanging Help
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0
Views
550
ForceUser101
ForceUser101
thesilliestgoose
Ctb by fatal car accident
Replies
10
Views
1K
mlcs
M
SuicidalOrganism
Help How to order a gun online? Is it possible? Dark Web?
Replies
1
Views
499
leavingsoon99
L
A
Does anybody else keep holding on in the hope of something changing?
Replies
6
Views
977
day
day
Busridin'26
Method Buying the PPH drug cocktail.
Replies
4
Views
980
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
spirittheyregone
Venting i need to stop with pills
Replies
4
Views
553
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
TheSoulless
Help I feel guilty very easily
Replies
6
Views
826
nothere123
N
issyishere
Anyone else get easily addicted to anything that makes them feel good?
Replies
42
Views
3K
nothere123
N
Water-Lily
It’s better to give up
Replies
3
Views
688
Rocinante
Rocinante
Aries
Is this combination going to work?
Replies
4
Views
655
LittleJem
L
smpkie
Venting Suicide over family
Replies
9
Views
1K
leavingsoon99
L
A
Where can I buy metoclopramide in Australia without a prescription?
Replies
3
Views
613
S00359641
S00359641
Busridin'26
Venting My life is fucking worthless.
Replies
3
Views
703
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Jumper Seoirse
Discussion Depression doesn't care how much money you have
Replies
1
Views
524
yetep30736
Y
xanonumousjx
Is anybody else constantly reconsidering CTB?
Replies
4
Views
620
Goodgirlryeo101
G
W
Have you been harmed by psych drugs?
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31
Views
2K
yyytry
Y
B
I'm going to go into the bathroom with three disposable grills
Replies
6
Views
707
melwarson
M
P
Story Nitrogen method failed
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13
Views
3K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
death's lover
Has anyone tried the wrist cutting method? Any thoughts .
Replies
28
Views
4K
S u i c i d e
S
Water-Lily
I’m jealous if everyone who has no one who cares about them
Replies
3
Views
466
Torabol
Torabol
LostCauseLooknToCTB
Discussion Why is cutting viewed as a bad coping mechanism
Replies
5
Views
682
vitbar
vitbar
Kazeeemoo12
Police
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15
Views
1K
melwarson
M
lucien_lee
Method does cutting your wrist actually work?
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24
Views
3K
bodyelectric
B
willowtrees0
Discussion Do you ever think about what could have happened the first time you almost attempted or failed to at
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11
Views
1K
crimsonpool
crimsonpool
tormentedforever
Is CTB through cutting even possible?
Replies
10
Views
1K
bodyelectric
B
Ambivalent1
Why is this shit so nerve wracking? I can't even sleep anymore.
Replies
12
Views
984
Shirokuma
Shirokuma
violetdevil
CTBing in a hotel, how would I evade parents/police?
Replies
16
Views
1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
D
Any ideas for not ending up on the news?
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12
Views
2K
UKscotty
U
FuneralCry
Venting Wanting suicide is just being aware of the reality of existing here.
Replies
0
Views
423
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PlasticFace
Story Thinking about him today
Replies
2
Views
561
Aisley
Aisley
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