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Suicide Discussion

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Dead Already
Loneliness and Guilt
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1
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363
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting If I’m gonna kms anyway, it shouldn’t matter, but it still does……
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8
Views
632
Cute_&_Loving
C
preoppostmortem
Venting mixed feelings about therapy
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1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
fruitvampire
Venting The only thing stopping me from CTB
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4
Views
457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CrazyDiamond04
Biding my time.
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3
Views
690
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Wyldfyre4948
Venting People absolutely suck
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6
Views
450
Fktw0rld
Fktw0rld
Terrible00
Venting Unexpected. (long post)
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2
Views
391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cactusflower
Calling the authorities
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2
Views
413
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
S
Discussion Favourite suicide songs?
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37
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2K
Shattering
Shattering
Rocinante
Venting Death is the only thing I have to look forward to
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4
Views
763
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Help Help
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3
Views
502
EmptinessAwaits
E
Unattainable666
Discussion EEOC Complaint
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0
Views
357
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
sincerely dead
The pain is too great, I have no words
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8
Views
842
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sometimes.sometimes
They hang up on me
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10
Views
535
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Elle
My time is up
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14
Views
885
Elle
Elle
h4yate
waiting instead of doing it myself
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2
Views
366
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
synthcadia
Venting just thinking first thing in the morning
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0
Views
317
synthcadia
synthcadia
CTB Dream
Help
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8
Views
890
Forever Sleep
F
A
Help I don't know where to go from here.
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12
Views
932
Dead Already
Dead Already
SolomonKado
Venting CO problems
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13
Views
619
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
T
Help Someone posted list of anchor points
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0
Views
361
taiberjames
T
W
where to find the partner megathread?
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1
Views
657
befree
befree
W
partial
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4
Views
833
illAF
I
M
Difnified Dying
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1
Views
425
befree
befree
V
Help Can sodium nitrite failed attempt cause permanent damage?
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6
Views
1K
befree
befree
leopard_gec
People make me want to die
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8
Views
439
blue_muse
blue_muse
P
Method Is Sodium Nitrite NNaO2 different from NaNO2?
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4
Views
1K
befree
befree
weedico
(light emergency) sn storage questions
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9
Views
626
befree
befree
V
Method will 100,000 mg of ibuprofen kill me quicker?
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5
Views
993
90starve
90starve
HouseofMortok
Method CO Question
Replies
3
Views
875
befree
befree
serah
Venting social anxiety
Replies
1
Views
402
Forever Sleep
F
PuppyinPain
Method Has anyone tried/researched chloroform/chloramine?
Replies
1
Views
620
drearybreadd
drearybreadd
V
Venting I tried to ctb when I was 7
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1
Views
494
drearybreadd
drearybreadd
degreesoflewdity
guilt
Replies
9
Views
488
pinkribbonscars
P
CTB Dream
Only way ctb
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0
Views
406
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
O
want to disappear
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1
Views
535
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
thrutrekfinaly
Discussion Two guns and one head
Replies
1
Views
403
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
theRetroHawk
Venting The irony of my planned post (mostly rambling)
Replies
4
Views
518
Pointlesslife
P
R
How to do it
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0
Views
333
readytostopmypain
R
V
Help Telling my online friends with a (failed) attempt and gmail with a video under my belt
Replies
0
Views
390
ventingtimewithmars
V
CTB Dream
Not want stay this forum
Replies
5
Views
557
PinkyStat
PinkyStat
RemoteCarpet
Help house feels inaccessible to hang, any tips
Replies
12
Views
2K
RemoteCarpet
RemoteCarpet
JussinLOV
CTB Tomorrow! Love you all!
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24
Views
1K
leavingsoon99
L
M
I am thinking of asking my drug dealer about arranging poison.
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9
Views
571
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
Unattainable666
Xanax
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4
Views
546
pphinquiry
P
CTB Dream
Crime
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1
Views
584
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
synthcadia
stress and anxiety. ;;
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0
Views
333
synthcadia
synthcadia
A
Sodium nitrite
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6
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
black.dahlia
Method is the night-night method reliable?
Replies
9
Views
2K
black.dahlia
black.dahlia
NeverEndingPain
Live suicide videos on internet
Replies
44
Views
4K
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
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