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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
T
How to write a proper suicide note?
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6
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1K
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
D
„cozy” things to do when ctb-ing
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8
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2K
outrider567
O
T
I feel heartless for this, am I
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28
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1K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
L
Story LIFE IS THE MOST EVIL TRAP
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4
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620
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
Attempt, due to a completely psychotic episode.
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1
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581
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ChildrensITV
Story I just booked a driving-lesson when I will probably be killing myself in late 2023/early 2024
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4
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1K
SVEN
SVEN
elzo5678
Help I need online BPD friends becsuse no one understands the pain
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17
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1K
hyzenthlay96
hyzenthlay96
starrvingstar
is death permanent
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57
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3K
charlotte_
charlotte_
reiko1337
  • Question
Is it better to write a suicide note or just do it without leaving anything?
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22
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1K
juxtajuno
juxtajuno
Actively inactive
Venting PTSD from abuse
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4
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642
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shinobu
Venting horrible
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2
Views
742
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Willthishelp?
Method Sn how many deaths really? Well we will never know
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1
Views
683
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Memento
Venting Rough Day
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5
Views
825
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
Advice sn method pls 🙏🏻
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4
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841
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
targz
Venting I can't deal with society's creeping loss of freedom
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13
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1K
It'sMyLife
It'sMyLife
Rational man
Connecting with nature and the sea removed my fear of death.
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3
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488
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
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I’ve been alone for too long
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5
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492
Forever Sleep
F
sonne
Venting i thought i was getting better
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3
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506
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
ChildrensITV
  • Poll
Help If anyone is over 30 and a male here, pref. forever alone or soon to be dumped, can you say "hi" in here so I can follow you
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24
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2K
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
E
Mid ctb issues pls help
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16
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1K
Forever Sleep
F
M
men are so cruel
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15
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1K
stermc
stermc
M
Think tonights the night (SN)
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9
Views
718
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Do you feel terror during your days?
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21
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823
nosoul
N
U
Downing the first glass
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23
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1K
SVEN
SVEN
F
I commit a serious crime and need to ctb immediately. Help.
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10
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1K
iamnotokaywiththis
iamnotokaywiththis
cupcake223
How many mg of Citalopram is fatal?
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5
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570
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
i honestly gave up.
  • Question
How can I get ahold of a 9mm bullet?
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13
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1K
hexo
H
O
I feel like cannabis helps me think more rationally toward suicide
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3
Views
371
stermc
stermc
Darkover
force and binary
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0
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351
Darkover
Darkover
LookAway
CCS percentage 98%
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5
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1K
Darkover
Darkover
monstercatering
Thinking about the past.
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5
Views
399
Rational man
Rational man
C:\
Venting I'm in a constant state of melancholy, sadness, or numbness
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7
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598
Absolutely Mad
Absolutely Mad
Zai Jian
Coming from Philippines, what country can I travel to where I can apply for assisted dying if I become terminally ill?
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3
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469
Holu
Holu
SpottedPanda
Does anybody else look forward to the pre-death trip?
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7
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1K
spiderwebz
spiderwebz
Sadbrains
Help Help with suicide note
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14
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1K
Sadbrains
Sadbrains
eggshells
SN
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17
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2K
Mäximum
Mäximum
SanctionedSquad
Discussion What music will you listen to when you ctb (if any)?
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28
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1K
heartskippinbeats
heartskippinbeats
Willthishelp?
I need someone with a boat and a heavy load to toss me in the water and keep me down..
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2
Views
377
Holu
Holu
hypertext
Do you have friends?
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47
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2K
didn't-it-rain
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N
Will death be like a trip on psychedelics?
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10
Views
830
nosoul
N
NotStrongEnough
New YouTube video about us
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154
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20K
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
T
Discussion Train suicide seems unpopular on here.
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22
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2K
DeadWallflower
DeadWallflower
kazewoatsumete
How necessary is making a will (in regards to animals?)
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3
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449
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
Darkover
crap lifetime
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3
Views
888
leavingsoon99
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N
2 hours sleep, barely any food, no naps, no microsleeps, im dying
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27
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1K
nosoul
N
Duochrome-Seahorse
Venting Might CTB in August(also first post kinda)
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3
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883
Duochrome-Seahorse
Duochrome-Seahorse
singularity3
Tapentadol+benzo+alcohol?
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0
Views
395
singularity3
singularity3
G
PC the new SN
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6
Views
653
Gonnerr
G
cwsyf
Getting over the fear
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12
Views
699
cwsyf
cwsyf
discodude
Help Acquiring SN in Sweden
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1
Views
462
deepblack
deepblack
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