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Suicide Discussion

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Arb
Venting What's left when your friends chose your sexual abuser over you?
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3
Views
485
Arb
Arb
Jezzibell
Anxious and desperate
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2
Views
385
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
A
Venting Conflicting feelings
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1
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Having the option to never wake again would be ideal.
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10
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Venting I have nothing to live for and I don't have a way to die either
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1
Views
415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
expired_dreams
Can't CTB on planned date
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4
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pancake
Venting I feel like throwing up
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1
Views
405
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
OnceThougtTwiceDone
Method Four ways
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9
Views
935
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Can't decide on when to ctb
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1
Views
398
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
YandereMikuMistress
Venting New years/Proving pain?
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1
Views
338
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SantasHelper
Venting Mental Illness ruins my life
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2
Views
484
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
roseleaf
Goodbye letter or no?
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6
Views
501
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting First Post
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1
Views
474
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mehek1753
I think I'm going to end it very soon
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18
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2K
meatfleshprison
meatfleshprison
NightshadeDreamer
Method Is ODing on TCA's worth while?
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2
Views
664
Sparx
S
CTB Dream
Write
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3
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Venting Trauma
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3
Views
456
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nonentity
Venting I made a mistake
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2
Views
432
nonentity
nonentity
J
Thinking of the train method...
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5
Views
828
JayBot2005
J
ScarlettRose
What is SN?
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3
Views
779
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Ordering SN and police welfare checks?
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13
Views
1K
resolutory
resolutory
forced2live
Resource i want to sell my organs for $10,000 before my death
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11
Views
2K
forced2live
forced2live
Crazy4u
I want to thank the moderators
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17
Views
1K
seekingpeacefulend
S
blank
argentina suicide buddies/
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1
Views
669
davidhayter
D
catastrophix
Venting Realizing how disgusting and annoying I am
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2
Views
614
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
H
  • Poll
Discussion If you have managed to acquire everything needed for your preferred method or methods - how long did it take you?
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4
Views
844
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
HopefulSleep
Help Best way to send timed goodbye messages?
Replies
3
Views
557
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
InsatiableEmptiness
I really don't know if I should CTB. I keep holding onto the idea that things will improve but I have been losing a lot.
Replies
7
Views
509
jigsaw_falling
jigsaw_falling
cath55555
"stupid" reason for CTB
Replies
8
Views
802
cath55555
cath55555
CTB Dream
Venting No point
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1
Views
371
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
U
  • Question
Help sn keeps getting “lost” in mail. Alternatives
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1
Views
585
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
Doc
BADLY WANNA DIE
Replies
12
Views
715
AkaRed
AkaRed
glitterypearls
I just don't understand why no one willing to share a SN source with people who been posting here for a while.
Replies
36
Views
2K
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
HopefulSleep
Help Can you give me a list of all methods that don't involve much physical pain?
Replies
4
Views
745
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
N
Venting NoSoul still a little soul, gave dogs to friend now i feel real low, actually cried a little
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5
Views
472
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
gizzreid
how badly does slitting wrists (to die of course) hurt?
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2
Views
541
gizzreid
gizzreid
W
I can't take care of my pets
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2
Views
368
wiltingorchid
W
OnceThougtTwiceDone
Just sent the note to my bf
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1
Views
561
IfyouareamanWinston
IfyouareamanWinston
HopefulSleep
Venting Every time I had a crush on a girl and I told them my feelings they have ended the friendship
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0
Views
368
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
M
writing a note to my parents
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5
Views
537
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
N
It's been especially rough lately...
Replies
8
Views
858
neverthefirstoption
N
scarecrowbubu
PH Recap
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0
Views
355
scarecrowbubu
scarecrowbubu
oldbold59
CTB tonight.
Replies
29
Views
1K
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
StillBreathing
Psychiatrist doesn't really care
Replies
16
Views
880
unnormal9
unnormal9
RhapsodyinBerserk
Oral Fentanyl Source
Replies
4
Views
1K
HelloReaper
HelloReaper
T
Started writing my goodbye note
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7
Views
1K
HelloReaper
HelloReaper
georgecostanza
Method How to optimize suicide for amount of harvestable organs?
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9
Views
1K
pickajack
pickajack
everlastinghistory
I sent her a note, it’s been almost 24 hours and she hasn’t seen it
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17
Views
1K
noonipie
noonipie
notwhereIbelong
Venting I wish I could see the aftermath
Replies
3
Views
640
noonipie
noonipie
N
Is it worth going to rehab in general?
Replies
6
Views
746
hellispink
hellispink
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