fred farkle

fred farkle

Specialist
Dec 17, 2020
346
A handsome gentle hitman to take me on a date where we eat some of my fav food and catch a movie (possibly bang at a hotel). The whole boyfriend experience without the drama. Then he leads me to a park where cherry blossoms are blooming. We sit under a big tree where he has a bunch of medical equipment to put me under a deep sleep. From there he enters a quick acting poison into my veins killing me while he holds me in his arms. I'm honestly embarrassed for typing this shit but this would be my ctb dream method.
wouldnt you want to bang him before he puts you down? get the old pussy revved up one last time before it goes dark forever?
 
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VaultEnder

New Member
Feb 27, 2021
2
Part of me wants to go big as some of the others here have said, some sort of giant explosion with fireworks, but also I just want peace. Something like N and be buried under a large tree.
 
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Bensharp

Member
Mar 18, 2021
86
Hypothermia. You look fresh as like and it could be found within hours. Open casket, can look like accident as well.
 
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stankboy421

Member
Aug 16, 2020
40
1st choice by far: heroin overdose.

2nd choice: set up a sealed room for helium which sucked all the oxygen out of the air so I didn't have to do plastic bag.

3rd choice: I would get a gun and shoot myself in head.
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
I would take one of those suicide pills that spies carry with them in case they are captured by the enemy and interrogated.
 
DonTellMeToStayAlive

DonTellMeToStayAlive

Student
Jan 18, 2019
129
Inert Gas asphyxiation. It sounds utopic, almost
 
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higgy56

Member
Oct 19, 2020
13
By anything I mean if every single ressource or substance was at your disposal ignoring how illegal, rare or restricted it is, how would you choose to CTB ?

Personally I would go into an empty field, far from anyone and any circulation. I would then strap a big block of C4 to the back of my head and detonate it for an instant, painless and foolproof exit.
That's exactly my answer. It's the throbbing pulsing of my head that drives me to dreaming of that. And just the instant head removal.
 
JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
1. Det cord wrapped around my neck and detonated so my head just pops off
2. Guillotine
3. High powered rifle in mouth
 
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verloren

sry for my bad english
Feb 18, 2021
132
Just get my head threatened by a hydraulic press
Like in some YouTube Videos where things get smashed

I would be quick
*It
Or i find myself inba Situation like star wars trash press
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
1. Opiates (morphine, heroin, fentanyl)
2. Nembutal (pentobarbital)
3. Inert gas like Helium (with an expert help in administering it)
 
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UnemployedMD

Member
Mar 18, 2021
73
Kind of an unusual answer: but the RABIES virus

Always fascinated me for most of my life and it doesn't even look like a suicide to others who don't know you were't "accidentally" bit by that raccoon.

Best part about it is that it is one of the only if not the only communicable diseases on Earth that has a 100% case fatality rate once symptoms begin and the virus reaches the brain.

Though fair warning, rabies is a very uncomfortable way to die at least for the few days you will feel sick and experience a lot of strange signs and symptoms, but in the later stages you will lose consciousness and stop breathing which might be more bearable.
Most patients who present with clinical stage rabies die within 48-72 hours with the remainder passing by the end of the week.
 
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babybrie

Member
Mar 11, 2021
16
Honestly my dream is to be murdered or die from a sudden terminal illness. I can't bring myself to commit suicide because I love my family too much and it would hurt them. For some reason people seem to be able to handle other's death better if it's an accident or something out of their own control.
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
If I could choose anything I would take a fatal drug overdose. Feel myself getting super sleepy and just drift off into unconsciousness.
 
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Geraldine

Member
Mar 20, 2021
6
Probably paying someone to kill me and make it look like an accident. Less things to explain lol. I once thought about making my death look accidental because suicide is a taboo and all; I don't want to tarnish my family's reputation and make them sad in one swift move, but realized that it's hard to do.
I wish that too.. hiring someone to kill with a gun ... two shots to the heart y one to the head
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
I guess this SN stuff I keep hearing about. I'm going with a gun as it's easier to get a hold of in my country (USA).
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,805
I guess this SN stuff I keep hearing about. I'm going with a gun as it's easier to get a hold of in my country (USA).
It's actually pretty easy to get ahold of SN in the US too, as long as you're able to use Amazon...

At least it was easy for me a few months ago, not sure about now.
 
Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
It's actually pretty easy to get ahold of SN in the US too, as long as you're able to use Amazon...

At least it was easy for me a few months ago, not sure about now.
Through Amazon, really? O_O Holy fucking shit!
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,805
Through Amazon, really? O_O Holy fucking shit!
Yup. Make sure you use a secure browser and stuff though I merely used an incognito tab of Firefox to order mine and no one gave me any grief. :happy:
 
Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
Yup. Make sure you use a secure browser and stuff though I merely used an incognito tab of Firefox to order mine and no one gave me any grief. :happy:
How long does it last? I might get some.
 
Pops

Pops

Member
Apr 3, 2018
13
Bullet to the head standing on the edge of an active volcano. No body to recover, just -gone-

Either that or N.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
308
Hmmm. Loads of beer and wine, and a wild night out in South Korea then leave to die in the forest of Japan with nothing but my favorite plushie and a needle in my arm
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,502
Something peaceful and instant like inhaling gas or being put under anaesthesia. Just like drifting off into an deep sleep.
 
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Chesswiz2002

Chesswiz2002

Member
Jan 24, 2021
42
Carfentanil if I wanted something that was 100% foolproof. But I wanna have some fun before leaving so opiates (IV hydrocodone) plus some benzos mixed with enough booze to kill me. I want to feel bliss, however momentary, before leaving this world.
 
Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
An overdose on medical-grade morphine.
 
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Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
Fentanyl or a gun. Fentanyl because it is so lethal, a gun because it's instantaneous.
 
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