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DiscussionIf you had unlimited access to anything, what would be your dream CTB method ?
Thread starterVoidGirl
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A handsome gentle hitman to take me on a date where we eat some of my fav food and catch a movie (possibly bang at a hotel). The whole boyfriend experience without the drama. Then he leads me to a park where cherry blossoms are blooming. We sit under a big tree where he has a bunch of medical equipment to put me under a deep sleep. From there he enters a quick acting poison into my veins killing me while he holds me in his arms. I'm honestly embarrassed for typing this shit but this would be my ctb dream method.
Part of me wants to go big as some of the others here have said, some sort of giant explosion with fireworks, but also I just want peace. Something like N and be buried under a large tree.
By anything I mean if every single ressource or substance was at your disposal ignoring how illegal, rare or restricted it is, how would you choose to CTB ?
Personally I would go into an empty field, far from anyone and any circulation. I would then strap a big block of C4 to the back of my head and detonate it for an instant, painless and foolproof exit.
Always fascinated me for most of my life and it doesn't even look like a suicide to others who don't know you were't "accidentally" bit by that raccoon.
Best part about it is that it is one of the only if not the only communicable diseases on Earth that has a 100% case fatality rate once symptoms begin and the virus reaches the brain.
Though fair warning, rabies is a very uncomfortable way to die at least for the few days you will feel sick and experience a lot of strange signs and symptoms, but in the later stages you will lose consciousness and stop breathing which might be more bearable.
Most patients who present with clinical stage rabies die within 48-72 hours with the remainder passing by the end of the week.
Honestly my dream is to be murdered or die from a sudden terminal illness. I can't bring myself to commit suicide because I love my family too much and it would hurt them. For some reason people seem to be able to handle other's death better if it's an accident or something out of their own control.
Probably paying someone to kill me and make it look like an accident. Less things to explain lol. I once thought about making my death look accidental because suicide is a taboo and all; I don't want to tarnish my family's reputation and make them sad in one swift move, but realized that it's hard to do.
Hmmm. Loads of beer and wine, and a wild night out in South Korea then leave to die in the forest of Japan with nothing but my favorite plushie and a needle in my arm
Carfentanil if I wanted something that was 100% foolproof. But I wanna have some fun before leaving so opiates (IV hydrocodone) plus some benzos mixed with enough booze to kill me. I want to feel bliss, however momentary, before leaving this world.
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