Venting When you hear that other people have ctb does it make you feel sad or do you envy them?

[ChantDuCygne]

Honestly, with my dad having caught the bus, it's like I've had all my life to think about that question. I do miss the people I've known who are now gone. Though, since he's been gone, I've found myself being able to laugh at funerals. The reason why is simple. I am happy for them. I am genuinely glad that they are at peace. I don't feel jealous. I'm just so glad that they are safe now.

 

[venin]

Happy for them, combined with a bit o sadness and a lot of relief and courage thag I too can succeed.

 

[Katakuri19]

I feel like I understand them, even if it's out of desperation or poorly thought out. Extreme negative feelings and lack of hope are too difficult to deal with.